Stay safe in these streets babes. Make sure you distance yourself as much as possible. Stay clean and stay prayed up. There is definetly power in the tongue. Don't be stingy with cleaning products and food, we're all in the same boat. Don't be xenophobic, you don't know who may have it that is around you so don't just make assumptions. Please make sure to comment on these chapters because you guys have been slacking. I need feedback and interaction from you. Please and thank you.
Much Love ~Lex
|Issaiah Love|
"What's happened since the last time you two met with me?"
"We've been trying to work through our differences." I tell Dr. Morris speaking for both of us.
"So that means that you've forgiven Foreign for holding that letter from you?"
"Not yet?"
"What's stopping you?" I look to Foreign seeing him looking at me for the answer.
"My pride."
"Foreign how does that make you feel that her pride is getting in the way of forgiving you?"
"She hasn't said it but I know she does."
"So you're fine with her not saying it?"
"No but it's Issaiah. She's stubborn; she's about action not about words."
"Is that true Issaiah?"
"I'm not about to be all talk. But if you truly want me to tell you that I forgive you then I will."
"The forgiving isn't for him it's for you Issaiah. If this is a thing in the past and you know you have truly moved past it, then forgive him. If you haven't then you have work to do."
"I understand." I grab Foreign's hand and look him directly in his eyes. "Foreign I truly and wholeheartedly forgive you for holding that situation from me. I know you were only trying to protect."
"Thank you, and I'm sorry again for keeping it from you. You mean the world to me and if I know that I can keep you from feeling more pain then that's what I'm going to do."
"I know."
"Looks like we've made some progress. Now where are we on getting to know your biological father?"
"Nowhere, she doesn't need to be around him. Next question."
"Foreign." I call his name and rub his arm to calm him down.
"Nah, you're not going to talk to him Issaiah and that's it."
"Calm down Foreign, we can talk like adults." Dr. Morris instructs trying to get us both with a leveled head.
"Why do you feel like you have the final say so? This is my life and my issue right now, not yours."
"You don't know him like I know him." I scrunch my eyebrows. Why is it a different story now that I'm involved.
"You were just speaking so highly of him, don't call him a bad person now that the rabbit hole is going deeper than you thought."
"We both know what he's capable of why can't you just accept that I don't want you around him?"
"Because to me it's not valid enough. I have a whole part of my life that I don't have a clue about. I want to get his prospective and understand why he did the shit that he did."
"So how I feel doesn't matter?" Here we fucking go.
"I'm not saying that. What I am saying is that it does not matter as much as how I feel at this moment."
