Pure-sue \ pər-ˈsü , -ˈsyü \

V

V.

I am feeling light-hearted despite the intensity of what happened yesterday.

I couldnt even remember how I end up in my room that night. Not that Im dead drunk though, because I'm not really into drinking; but I think my feet kinda lead me there without me knowing it.

Hey! Someone familiar just tap my shoulder. Geez, I'm not actually comfortable of letting someone touch me in any parts. But my annoyance changed when I saw who that was.

It was Gist.

"Thank you for inviting us yesterday" he said it with his biggest smile. I appreciated that gesture from him. Although we have just become friends recently.

"Oh sure. Thanks for coming anyway." I smiled back to him.

He looked around, as if trying to search for someone.

"Looking for Anima?" I didnt hide the intriguing tone in my voice.

He pouted and blushed at that...as red as tomatoes.

I burst into laughters as I see his reaction. He's somewhat cute.

"Did I really seem obvious Psy?' he aske d shyly.

"Dont worry Gist, I think Anima also feels the same way towards you." I assured him.

He gave me a big smile at that.

"Hey guys." Shouted by Anima on a distance as she saw us. She ran hastily to meet us.

I looked at Gist who already seemed froze in his place. I laughed at that. They were super cute. I hope they could end up together.

When Anima came, I brought out my hand sanitizer to give it to her. It has already become a habit for me. After what happened to Anima in the canteen long before, I have promised to attend to her needs to the most that I could. In fact I even took my hygiene to the next level. I also wash my hands every now and then, because Im afraid that she might get hysterical again. I dont want her to suffer that way again.

I looked at the both of them. They were happy af. I wished it would always be like this for them.

What am I talking? Why am I talking this way? As if someone has to bid goodbye, as if someone will die. Gezz its creeping me out. I trembled at the thought. Ever since...whenever I see dead or even dying people whether be it in reality or even in movies something is surging in my heart. I really couldnt explain it - part of me is trembling because of fear, and part of me is something else, something weird - you know the feeling of excitement but not totally like that. Ugh, I know its complicated.

"Hey Psy" Anima snapped me back to my senses. "What's gotten into you?" She huffed.

I looked at them and I gasped when I saw Lex with them. I didnt even noticed. When did he arrived?

"Are you okay?" Lex asked.

"Oh-- ahhh...yeah, Im fine." I almost stuttered at that.

Why do I always lost in my thoughts. Ugh, its embarrasing that Lex always have to witnessed this.

"When did you come?" I asked him.

"Just a minute ago" he replied. "You were so into your thoughts that you didnt even respond to my greeting a while back." He pouted at that. Geez, why does he always makes himself cute?

"Lets head to our classroom. Its almost time and you know Mr. Carnis doesnt want us to be late." Gist worriedly said.

And thus we walked hastily at that.

Aside from I dont want to be late, I always look forward to Mr. Carnis' lessons and discussions. I always find myself dumbfounded whenever he speaks. There is so much wisdom in his words. I dont know, but his credibility for me didnt even shook after we have visited him in his house last time. In fact, I found some interesting things and information about him that I even trembled out of excitement...most especially when I saw his painting. He really is my idol.

If there were just a fanbase for him, I might be more than willing to join. That is how high I looked up to him. I even wanted to do the same action and hobbies he does. But...my parents would surely disagree with it.

Lex, maybe, also find Mr. Carnis interesting. Besides, there were so much similarities between them - the way they look, the way they speak, and the way they think. These must be the same reasons why I'd idolized Mr. Carnis.

"Alright guys, good morning!" Mr. Carnis greeted us the usual - the usual cold but with conviction.

And, again, I trembled out of excitement!

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Ugh a lot have happened in this chapter. Emotions keep on flowing as I wrote every part of this chapter. Hope you enjoyed it. And wait for the next chapter you folks. 😘😘😘