Ruel Imagines

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"Ruel?"
"Yes?"
"Do you still miss her?" I ask, looking up at him.
"Who?"
"Jess."

"Y/n-"
"I'm serious. I was just thinking about her. Don't you wonder if she's okay now?"
"Sometimes, but-"
"I wonder where we would be right now if she was still in our life."

"Y/n, can we not talk about this right now?" he asked, pulling me closer to his chest.
"But I need to talk about this, Ruel."
"I really don't want to be reminded of her right now."
"I know, but-"

"Can you please just drop it?"
"No, cause I need to talk to you."
"It's in the past now."

"But you-"
"Y/n, I love you, but I really need you to stop talking about her right now."

I pulled his arms off my waist, sitting up on his bed.

"What? So you're just gonna forget about her?"
He groaned, saying, "I'm not forgetting about her, I'm just moving on. You need to move on too."

"How could you say that? She was our best friend for nine years."
"And? She wouldn't want us to be talking about her and being sad that she's gone, y/n! She would want us to move forward."

"Ruel," I said, my eyes starting to water. "I just miss her so much."
"Baby, I know, but it's not good to be sad over her all the time. I miss her so much too, but she's happier now."
"I know, but it just sucks." I said, wiping my eyes.

"Bub, don't cry. Come here." he said, wrapping his arms around me.
"It's been two years already, Ruel. Why do I still cry thinking about her?" I cried into his shoulder.

"It's okay, baby. The grieving process is different for everyone. Sometimes it's harder to move on, but you gotta push through."
I nodded, afraid to look at him.

"Bubby, look at me."
"I-I don't want to."
"You're gonna be okay, alright? I'm still here for you and I love you so much."
"I'm sorry." I said, hugging him tighter.

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I'm sorry this was short again. I just felt like writing.

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