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Anyway back to the story...
REY'S POV:
It was the next day and the guys were just finishing up packing, finally. The heat here is getting worse and I'm starting to act like a bitch around here to the guys.
I'm pretty sure I tick off Ben a lot. When I ask him if he's mad, he just says no and keep telling me that he's never mad at me. He also says understands the stuff I'm going through. Like bitch your a guy, your not pregnant! No uterus, No opinion!
Anyways sorry for swearing a lot, it's just I'm miserable. You want to know why?
1, Finn still doesn't know I'm pregnant. 2, He's stupid. 3, I just want BB8. 4, I want a cool relaxing time.
Is that to hard to ask? Yes? My god.
Anyway I'm here sitting in the shade with a water bottle in my hand with black sweats, a white sleeveless-shirt, sports bra, my hair in a messy bun, and wearing boots. I seriously feel like I'm going to melt like a snowman on a sunny day.
I open my water bottle and pour some on my head to cool down. I sigh, only sitting down is making me hotter. I get up and walk around a little bit. My stomach shows a very little of my stomach growth. I am, by the way, almost four months pregnant.
Hopefully I have the guts to tell Finn. Oh lord if I tell him, he's going to flip out.
I got it!
I'll wait a couple years after the baby is born, then the baby can tell him. And if he gets mad at the baby, that is... the baby's problem....
My god I'm terrible mother...
I shake my head and pace the ground while biting my nails.
I have to tell him now or never. I like never telling him though. But I'll tell him once we eat dinner because he's already sweaty, gross, and has dust all around his clothes. I'll just tell him then when he's calmer.
I walk over to Ben and tap his shoulder. He turns around with his hair plastered all around his face.
"Do you want some water?"
He nods his head and goes back to water. I go to grab a water while Finn is also getting some as well. I smile at him and grab a water bottle. As I turn, my shirt lifts from the wind exposing my stomach before falling back in place.
I hear something drop.
I turn around and see Finn staring at me with a horrified but shocked look on his face. Ah shit. I stand there unmoving while looking at Finn. I clutch my hands together as I see his face turn to shocked to hatred to a matter of seconds. I back up a little scared.
"Finn I can expla- "
Pain courses through my body as I'm pulled down so I'm onto my knees. Everything hurts. I cry out in pain. Not only is he hurting me, he's hurting my child. No Finn wouldn't do that!
The pain hurts to much. I fall onto my side gasping for air. I grip the dirt with my hands, my legs kicking in agony.
As if all at once, the pain stops. I open my eyes. My vision still hazy as I look up to see Finn in the air with his hands at his neck. I look over more to see Ben with his hand stretched out. Poe then tackles Finn to the ground.
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