Picking up from the last moment together
Sana's emotions and POV
Sana has fallen head over heels in love with Sid but due to Sid being non expressive and taunting always in negative manner and also giving her reality checks just when she starts to feel that he might consider her more than friend . SHE was unsure on anything from his end and her whole idea of signing msk was to just distract herself and in a space where she cannot call him even when she is dying too as somewhere she had her own set of insecurities like she doesn't deserve even a bit of him , he is a superstar and she is just a beginner struggler in Mumbai , he can only be her friend not beyond as their worlds are completely different and so on. This was all not only holding her back from expressing anything but killing her real self in bits n pieces . She was glad that she needn't face him else she will become weak !
Sid's emotions and POV
Sid was all blank n numb , he just couldn't imagine a day without her but he is the mature and balanced one among the two . He couldn't even say goodbye to her because he had so many things running in his mind at that time. He may have not expressed but deep down he knows if ever someone could be his "she is the one " but then his logical self takes over . She is young and just began her career and may be it's just her infatuation , she deserves better , he cannot be so selfish bla bla bla. He was too scared to even imagine that she will not be part of his daily routine from tomorrow n nothing will remain same but then he puts up strong thinking it's good for her in long run . But deep inside he was hoping that first thing she will do tomorrow is she will call me ! Or may be I am unnecessarily expecting more as I have myself acted all cool when she discussed msk that time I thought at least she will stay in Mumbai and there are two days off also . Putting halt to his thoughts he also moved home with his family but was missing himself in all this !
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The unspoken emotions
FanfictionThis is my first sidnaaz fiction that I am attempting please bear with me . It has all unspoken things n turmoil of emotions that sidnaaz went through during msk days post bb