The unspoken emotions

The camera effect

Next morning Sana woke up first she was trying to wake up Sid but Sid was still in deep sleep and got a feeling of being in bb house hearing sanas voice in the morning.
Sid pulled her close and started cuddling her to sleep again blurting out " good morning sweetheart " slowly in his sleep!
Sana however was well awake and concious to the next level being at his place . She thought to herself " kal to bada lecture de raha tha on being practical real n logical and look at the way he is in his dreamworld .
As she is good at mimicking she mimicked in his moms style " Sidharth uthe nahi Abhi tak shoot per nahi Jaana" hearing this Sid replied in flow " Mom 5 more minutes" and after 5 secs gets up with a jerk coming bk to reality !
He immediately started complaining to sana " Utha nahi sakti thi now what will mom
Think !" To which sana make faces and mimics " what will mom think ....as if she hasn't seen us in bb" listening to this Sid replied " that's different yaar and quickly sneaks to his own room"without realizing that he left a heart broken sana behind whose eyes are flooded with tears listening to his mean words . She immediately gets up and locks the door of his room and cried her heart out for good 30 mins post which she was little relaxed and forced herself to understNd that Sid and her cannot be more than friends in his real practical world and earlier she learns to control her emotions better she will be .
She freshens up and meet everyone at breakfast table sid's sisters also joined in and they were having good time with shehnaaz cute jokes and chit chat from her msk show experience !

Sid was sitting next to her on dining table . One of sids sister asked sana that why did she keep quite when their mom visited bb house sana was about to answer when she felt sid's hand on her bare waist as she was wearing denims and black crop top and she was blank n frozen then Sid came close to her ear that's when she is completely go went gone and he whispered " please don't tell the truth ok give some excuse " ( truth we all know btw n so his sisters but they wanted to tease sana )
And saying this Sid moved bk but sana still lost so sids mom asked her again " yes beta even I felt you being not your real self that day " bringing sana bk to real world . Sana took a second to revert n said " wo humara kuch difference of opinion ho Gaya tha game ko leke wo telecast nahi hua that's why I behaved in that manner and sorry if you felt bad Aunty  oops sorry maa !"
Sid raised his eyebrows in appreciation listening to her convincing excuse!
Soon all were done with breakfast and shehnaaz requested to leave for hotel as she told everyone giving an excuse that she is too tired and want to take rest and kal morning me travel kerna will be tiresome !

But Sid immediately revert" to rest to tu yahan bhi ker sakti hai Moti main sham ko drop ker dunga tujhey post dinner " Sana replied back "please Sid let me go else I will hv additional stress of leaving by night then rushing to sets next morning and u don't worry I have asked for my car to pick me up so u don't need to drop I can take care of myself "
Before six could argue further
Sids mom replied " ok beta as u feel comfortable tc aur jaane se pehle Mil k jaana"

Sid didn't say anything in front of everyone but didn't want sana to go !
So after everyone left Sid went to guest room and asked sana " r u sure u want to leave? "
Sana -" Haan yaar sach mein"
Sid - "aur koi baat to nHi hain na "
Sana hiding her emotions very well " paagal hai tu ! U know how stressful
This show is for me "
Sid - " Haan for me too..." making a sad face
He further added " chal u do ur packing then "

Sana's POV - Basically she wanted to run away and hide her feelings and hurt also so needed some space .Specially post that moment as she is off camera and sid's close proximity affecting her so much !
She was thinking that they used to be close in BB house also why she is feeling like he had been close to her for the first time !
But reality is that she is a misfit in his world jitni jaldi wow yeh samjhegi utna acha hoga

Sids POV - why does she want to leave so soon does she not like spending time with me may be she is truly tired and I missed her so much and after so many days slept so well but can't express as she needs to spend almost two more months in the show n I don't want to add to her troubles but couldn't help but got close to her . I am glad there are no cameras at home I enjoyed my affect on her to the fullest  but I need to control as it's unfair on her ! Sid's inner self scolded him just then for being so selfish n mean , how could he act as a barrier to her future and career and act so selfish ! He needs to support her as a friend and he doesn't deserve her !
Sana bid goodbye and left without even hugging Sid which made him restless to the core and made him introspect his own stand on their relationship !
Sana reached hotel and again put on fake smile and gets into acting for the world next morning!