The unspoken emotions

Unofficial live in

So day 1 of unofficial live in of our sidnaaz
The day began with Sid waking up early and arranged something then made tea for both of them !
Sid was feeling an unknown undiscovered freedom inside him he switched off all cc tvs installed at his home just to ensure that he has her off this world n want all this space to them both only .., he never felt so excited n joyful inside before . He was thinking to himself has anyone mattered more to me as her now ? What has she done to me ! What's happening seems magical !
Sometimes I wonder she is really God's child how she must hv wished all cameras in BB house to stop functioning so that I am free to express my affection towards her n here god turns whole world into a big boss house without cameras !
Shrugging his thoughts and bringing himself back to reality he opens the door of his room n quietly places the tray of tea on side table and moved closer to her and whispering in her ear " wake up sunshine ,  uth jaa meri jaan !"
Humaari pehle apni Subah aur dekh tune kaha tha na live in me rehna padega babaji ne yeh icha bhi poori ker di!"
N I nuzzled into her exposed neckline out of happiness n excitement !

Sana's pov
His nose touched my most sensitive n vulnerable part of body and i froze all I wanted to do was to turn around n kiss him bk the same way but I just turned towards him n hugged him tight so that his access to my neckline is reduced !
How I wish for such a morning wake up call since so long but now when I hv it I want it permanent not temporary !
Vaise to nothing stays forever but I hv longed for it almost half of my lifetime so I desire this for rest of my lifetime , thinking this I hugged him tighter saying " good morning bebu"

She got up n they both moved to balcony with their mugs of tea , Sana gestured sid to sit on bare cold marble floor of balcony and how heavenly n soothing it is n hot cup of tea becomes so much more enjoyable when u hv it sitting on cold floor early in the morning !
Sid first hesitated but then decided to go with the flow n sat beside her and agreed to her that the experience is unique n different !
They both enjoyed sunrise and Mumbai morning n feeling so free from all formalities and inhibitions sometimes cameras sometimes media sometimes people now they had this paradise to themselves only !
A sense of satisfaction n peace prevailed visible on their faces !
What a great lovely morning it is !
They both went inside to freshen up n bathe to start their day sana was about to leave for her room but sid held her hand n pulled her into a close hug from behind n pointed towards opened door of his wardrobe he vacated one side of it so that sana could shift her clothes there !
Sana anticipated this somehow but had a plan of escape already ready but only thing that she need to do is execute the same . She turned to face Sid without breaking the hug n cups his face with her soft tiny palms and with pleading eyes first says " thanks sidharth for so open to accommodate me alongside I would love to but u know I say what I feel like no pretending or fake ness so I want to request u something honestly n truly I loved your sweet gesture but u know most of my life I hv stayed alone only and used to kind of some space for me myself only n getting dressed is an important ritual for me in this course so ek baat bolni thi I will stay in your room only
but for getting ready n freshening up I need my space so let my clothes be in guest room only please na bebu tu samajhta hai na "
Sid found it fair n genuine ask n honest too so he agreed n said " Haan theek hai ab jyada naatak Mat kar samajh Gaya main "
Sana assured again by asking " tu gussa to nahi hai na "
Sid smiled n said " nahi meri maa , ab jayegi "
Sana was feeling relieved at her execution but little did she know god has planned it differently
Sids pov
Have I overdone hope I am not coming across like if I hv asked her to stay with us I want her to abide by everything that I wish for !
Meri hi galto hai Shayad I am getting restless and impatient n we were so comfortable with each other I just took it for granted
N after all we both are still figuring out n exploring each other how foolish of me to assume her to be comfortable sharing washroom n wardrobe
We are not husband wife yet !

His thoughts were disturbed by a loud scream coming from sanas room he ran to her room n found nobody
He went near the door of washroom
Asking " r u ok"
Sana in a super scared voice and screamed " sidhaaarth ammaaaaa ab main kya karu "
Sid got worried "kya hua kuch problem hai baby mujhey bata please I am right here "
Sana again  cried with scare " ahaaanhaanhaan chipkali amaaaaa I hate them darwaaze ke just upar wali wall pe "
Sid burst out with laughter listening to this n sat on bed placed next to washroom door
Sana shouted from inside " yahan mujhey heart attack aa raha hai aur tu hans raha hai aaaaaanaaan ammaaa kuch ker kuttya nahi to meri death hi ho jaani hai aaj yeh hil bhi nahi Rahi "
Sid controlling his laugh somehow consoled her saying " acha ruk kuch kerta hu tu relax ker baby I will get the duplicate key from moms room"
Sana could only utter an " ok" in low voice super scared
Sid got the key and announced to sana " main darwaza khol raha hu perch reh " not knowing what he is going to witness next ..,
As soon as he opened the door he saw sana running to him and hugging him so close clutching to his white shirt almost scratching his back with her eyes closed in fear !
What he realised next was she only had a baby pink colour towel wrapped around her which sent down thousands of shivers down his body and he almost froze there with blank expressions as she breathed hard and hot on his exposed chest , still in trance of the moment figuring out what just happened he gulped hard at the sight !!!
Sana opened her eyes after few minutes realizing what just happened n felt super shy !
Sid immediately moved away being concious n turned to other side but still
Speechless
What he didn't realize is that the side he turned had a mirror through which he could still see her unknowingly he kept staring at her in awe mesmerised n losing all control that he had just couldn't take his eyes off her exposed milky bare skin n her cheeks becoming red due to shyness !
The sight was so delightful he couldn't look away besides trying hard !
Sana was thinking aaj to Maine sidharth ke dekhne se hi sharam se mar jaana hai and she was also frozen at her place looking down not able to move !
Sid coming bk to life slowly ,turned quietly  looked down bent to pick up her dupatta from the bed that she kept to wear post bathing n started moving closer to her and wrapped it around her brushing her hands a bit on her bare arms which sent sensations in her whole body and she closed her eyes
He enjoyed watching it from corner of his eye and a smile appeared on his face automatically !
He rushed out of the room quickly n quietly by the time she opened her eyes !
Outside Sid was just absorbing the Divinely sight he just witnessed n went to his room looking at the ceiling !
Here sana just threw herself against the  back wall hiding her face with both her palms feeling super shy !!
Thinking how she was trying to avoid closeness and ended up getting so close to him ...
Looked up and said " kya chahtey ho Babaji , ab main usse face kaise karungi haaye siyappa swaah tikhey satyanaash ho uss chipkali ka "
N here sid thanking the whole clan of lizard family  and thanking god for this time !!
:)