The unspoken emotions

Reality again strikes

In msk house Sana was lost and still struggling to cope up still her nights were full of silent break outs of tears flowing endlessly from her eyes
It was getting worst for her specially when she had no sign from Sid's end .
It was getting exhausting and tiresome and to put the final nail in the coffin !
Gautam Gulati enters the show but this time he had no effect on Sana as she was madly in love with Sid and when he uttered " Sid nahi aane wala na yahan na baahar"
These wordings just made her heart shatter into million pieces as it was the bitter truth that she never wanted to face.
Her eyes welled up with tears but somehow held herself n could only say " she knows that!"

Here on the other hand Sid was crying like a baby seeing her condition at that time even whole of her fans also cried badly for her while watching that episode !
All he wanted to do that time was to just run to her same moment and hold her tightly into his arms and protect her from this cruel world.
The week proceeded n Sana was thinking that Sid might hv conveyed this through Gautam so that it hurts her less and want her to stay away from him !
Then thoughts of him hanging out partying with his friends leading his usual playboy life broke her further 4 days passed by and it was time for her to step outside in her heart she didn't want to step outside the house as there was nobody she was looking forward to meet or there is no body who was waiting for her outside !
Sid knew her state of mind n heart and knew that if he goes to meet her that will make her more weak but he cannot leave her alone in this state also. So he requested his dear friend Vikas who is also close to Sana to go to her .
Sana was happy to see Vikas n hugged him as if she got a space where she can be herself !
Vikas made her meet few of his friends who are fans of Sana they chilled out and chit chatted although Sana didn't mention anything regarding her feeling to him but he was mature enough to understand !
In the evening they got some alone time so he started telling Sana that he can see what she is going through but it's not the time to think about all this and pyaar hai to hai aur she needn't hide it .
People love her for being herself n real without filters n the reason of her show not doing well is also same as her fans can make out that real Sana is missing ! Don't hold back at least free yourself of your own inhibitions leave rest to destiny which nobody can change!
Just have fun enjoy and be yourself n see how world changes around and after he left lot has changed the way Sana was earlier!"
She seemed more free more relaxed but not happy still but not tenses either!
Then we all know how she confessed to jay in the coming weeks" that she might be looking like a fool but she loves him"
Sid thanked Vikas for helping him out !
Then next weekend Sana was out she went out shopping with baaz and explored Mumbai a but as Sid was out to Delhi for interviews!
When she got to know that it was only her in all his interviews n no other housemate she felt satisfied and content somewhere thinking at least she is a close friend that he wants to be in touch with forever!
She made TikTok s and came live for her fans and her manager informed that he got a very good sidnaaz project and will close once Sid oks it . And we all know what it was . it was bhula dunga!
Sana went inside and it was Holi although it's her favourite festival but she ensured that she doesn't let anyone colour her as she was well aware of sids possessiveness for her .
And Sid was happy thinking that how she is declaring her love for him fearlessly in front of the whole world n feeling luckiest person on this earth !
Following weekend he decided to surprise her he went to her hotel with Holi colours in his pocket . He knocked the door of the hotel room and as soon as Sana opened the door he puts colour on her leaving her surprised she shouted
"Sidharaarth yeh Kya hai Holi is long over and it was her new top " to which Sid replied " to motti kya hua aasman gir Gaya ya zameen phat gayi sirf gulaal hai wo bhi herbal dry clean Kara Lena or I will gift u two more tops instead ok" Sana made a cute pout and was still annoyed to trying to clean up with hand towel standing in front of dressing Sid came close and stood behind her back he got some more colour in his hand and asked her " clean ker Rahi hai ! " to which Sana replied "haan dikh nahi raha Tera rang utaar Rahi hu khud per se"
Sid very mischievously smirked and rubbed more colour on her shoulders towards her neck with his hands which made Sana go weak on her knees and she closed her eyes after a little bit of struggle to stop him . Taking advantage Sid turned her towards him and rubbed more colour cupping her face in his hands he could see Sana blushing .
He went close and whispered in her ear that " itna kacha rang Nahi hai jo tu aasaani se utaar de " He fell for her innocence and beauty one more time and was lost in her !
Just when Sana sheepishly took out colour packet from his pocket and poured the remaining colour on his head and ran to the attached terrace of her hotel room shouting " aaya mazza , bada aaya rang chadaney waala" after a lot of running around both got tired and were panting .
Suddenly Siddharth noticed a water hose pipe on terrace attached to the water tap for cleaning of terrace he ran and turned the tap on and started splashing water on Sana with full force saying " let me help u clean up !"
Sana was wearing a red top and was all wet and looking super sexy and so irresistibly hot and Sid was enjoying the view to the fullest !
Sana was yelling at him to stop as the water flow was very heavy so she somehow gathered her whole self and marched towards him in full flow n held the mouth of the pipe and tried to turn it towards Sid . Meanwhile Sid grabbed her same hand and turned her to hold her close to him where her back is against his chest and water flow was pointing upwards making water fall on both of them as Sid was wearing a white  t shirt and jeans he also a got splash of colour on his t shirt while water fell from his head to his body !
Both got drenched badly and Sid was just lost having Sana so close to him and there he loses all his control and was about to kiss on her exposed neck but held himself and ended up only whispering in her ear " baby say sorry and accept your defeat only then I will let u go "
Sana with closed eyes and just don't want this closeness to end ever between them somehow get hold of herself and opened her eyes and pushes her elbow in Sid's stomach making herself free from his hold ran and shouted "kabhi Nahi ! " and rushed inside washroom and locked the door from
Inside .
Sid for the first time was enjoying his defeat  and smiled shyly scratching her head with his hand!
Meanwhile Sana was talking to herself " haaye rabba aaj to sharam ke maare meri death hi ho jaani hai kasam se" and smiling shyly thinking about what just happened and was cherishing her moments with Sid while taking shower .
Abrupting her thoughts came a voice from outside " Moti so gayi kya ander ab main kya pehnu mujhey bhi bata de agar hosh aa Gaya ho to"
Sana came back from her dreamworld listening to this and dressed up in t shirt n shorts came outside and took out one pair of t shirt and shorts of shehbaaz to Sid to change .
While Sid was freshening up , Sana thought to herself that it was her best Holi ever and was feeling very shy ( off camera effect u know)