The unspoken emotions

Testing waters ahead....

Post the intense togetherness session , they became utterly comfortable with each other . Sids mom also returned bk . Amid all this both of them decided to take it steady and slowly as they have crossed the first phase of their relationship so one check mark done .
They both knew that they still need to get to terms with real life once things become normal but that doesn't stop them from enjoying each n every moment of ultimate companionship that they share.
As I already mentioned Sid was more clingy off camera so he would not miss a single chance to turn her face into beet root red shade as Sana however bold she may act but still had an innocent heart and her soul fell for him and feels weak in her knees even at his minutest contact with her .
Sid also used to treat her like a baby and pamper her to the fullest giving into all her demands tantrums and weird wishes n Sana would always test him n keep him on his toes !!
On one hand sid is avoiding their tag #sidnaaz in public sana would leave hints to indicate that they are together .
They remained reserved in front of sids mom as both of them still were from the era where children still can't get pally with each other intentionally in front of elders.
One fine day Sana got a call from her best friend meeti from Canada she was her soulmate she was someone with whom she could bare her soul . They knew each n everything about each other right from their college days n she was that one friend who would never judge her for her choices in life and supported her through her thick n thin she knew things that sana hasn't even told herself more than once . That close she was n both had full haqq on each other and no filters in anything between them .
Sana locked her room from inside and they both spoke at length
Meeti - oye hoye sana finally humaari miss shy at heart  not touched se thoroughly loved ho hi gayi . Hope he didn't disappoint u
Sana - badtmeez sudhregi nahi na tu ! Vaise it was good ab mujhey kaise pata hoga agar issey bhi better kuch ho to I have zero experience in this field u know it all yaar even better than me .
Meeti - I know but wo to bada experienced hai he will teach u everything
Sana - haaye siyappa ! Wahi to na I enjoyed but whether he did or not I don't know
Meeti - tune poocha nahi usse ( smiling naughtily) sherni aa tu Punjab Di puch laina si
Sana - haaye paagal hai tu mujhey attack naa aa jata issey pehle
Meeti - laughing out loud ... Tera kuch nahi ho sakta chal phone de main pooch Leti hu
Sana - kya yaar meeti sach me bata naa tu to experienced hai ussne kiya hoga enjoy !
Meeti - little seriously dekh Sana yeh to fact hai ki he has a taste for homely women uske saari ex uske costars hi thi mostly jinke saath thoda affair type chala uska aur sab Bahuyein type hi thi par tu to piece hi exclusive or rare hain anybody would have loved to have u love him including me she winked
( just FYI they are on video call n Sana is wearing headphones so nobody can overhear what meeti is saying )
But in the bed uska to mujhe bhi nahi pata
Sana - with a confused face" to ab "
Meeti - just chill babe take life as it comes to u n enjoy every moment like u hv been doing so far tu kabse itna sochney lagi
Sana - yaar tujhey to pata hai I could only do it because I was drunk n ek Ajeeb sa darr laga rehta hai ki jaise koi Sapna jee Rahi hu pata nahi kab aankh khul jaayegi he is very nice n loving n all but ek to kabhi I love u nahi bola usne aur doosra I don't know what will happen once things become normal !
Meeti - " I love u " bolne se kya allergy hai usko lekin aur relationship to usne pehle wale bhi publicly accept nahi kiye shaadi waadi ki baat ki hai ?
Sana - thinking and sighing deeply " nahi yaar kahan but says I am work of art and I am not like any other regular girl
Meeti - but treatment to same hi hai tere saath bhi like any other regular girl but may be he is thinking more about u n ur career kyu ki dekh sana he would like to settle n hv kids at this stage of his life but unfortunately u belong to a profession where u cannot do it specially at this stage n this is reality but as long as he says he wants to marry u n can wait for u it should be good enough
Sana - wahi to naa he doesn't even mention that may be he is with me for the sake of my happiness and doesn't want to loose me ever but pyaar to kerta hai yaar mere bina ek pal nahi rehta aur Boley nahi par aankhon me dikhta hai uske
Meeti - dekh sana logon ki samajh jitni tujhey hai utni kisi ko bhi nahi but Aisa na ho ki dil ki sunte sunte tu dimaag bilkul band hi kerde jo Sid ko bhi pata hai aur sabse badi baat wo tujhey bahut achey se jaanta hai aur samajhta bhi hai to usse yeh saare issues address kerne chahiye or else he is intentionally avoiding may be he is unsure about u
But make sure u work hard towards your career self dependent women are always stronger n even real men like them more to be their partner
Sana - tujhey to pata hai meeti main jitni loyal hu isiliye utni hi loyalty apno se expect kerti hu but acha hua tuney yeh sab bola main dhyaan rakhungi tujhse baat kerke humesha mera Mann halka ho jaata hai love u yaar for being there
Meeti - anytime meri jaan meri
Bhi to bas ek hi girlfriend hain poore jahan me tu 
Sana - chal take care will miss u let's plan to meet up post lockdown
Meeti - u too n Pakka milte hain
Sana just lied on the bed for some time thinking post her call while Sid was watching news in other room
After some time sid realised that sana is missing longer than usual he knocks on the door Sana's thoughts break with the knock and she got up n opened the door !
Sid - taking her into a bear hug n kissing her forehead - " ho gayi girls talk with ur bestie "
Sana - " Haan meeti se baat kerke humesha dil    Khush ho jaata hai aur Mann halka
Sid - " I also wish I had such a friend "