The unspoken emotions

Lockdown began

The moment they reached the shooting site for the second day shoot they were more than comfortable with each other due to the progress last nite ! They finished the shoot effortlessly . At night sana had to return to the msk set although every part of Sid didn't want to let her go but he had to pretend to be strong for her as she will be all at herself there he still has family around and off camera.
Sid went to drop her and thought of something on the way he always keeps two pair of t shirt n shorts in his car boot for any unplanned situations as he is being his logical self and prepared for back up he picked up the back up bag n gave it to sana and asked her to open it once he leaves sana abided by .
Sid intentionally kept the goodbye distant n formal bcoz it will be difficult to go far if they come close again but they needed to accept the fact that she has to go .
He said " bye tc sweetheart ! " and handed over the pkt to her .
Sana also said a cold " bye" but her eyes were speaking volumes saying that
how will I stay without u now
What if he gets busy to never take out time for her
What if he meets someone else more suitable to him bla bla bla...
She just stood there lost for few moments till Sid snapped her out of her world of insecurities !
She always had that at the back of her mind that their worlds are different and reality will separate them today or tomorrow from each other . Making a sad face without saying anything she turned away and moved towards the msk house .
Once she reached inside n met everyone first thing she did is see inside the pkt that Sid gave and jumped in the happiness finding his two favourite t shirts and shorts inside . She changed into one of his t shirts only for the night and could feel him all over her . She slept peacefully that night and after two days her pic went viral on Internet post episode got aired !
But she was fearless as she openly accepted her side of love in front of the world and gave a damn to anything else ! Such is our girl from always which makes her rare n unique !
Sid also was quietly enjoying the show .
He didn't accept but neither denied too and loved to be in this space.
He was admiring her Moti sitting at home watching her show and was blushing to no end which was noticed by his mother .
She also decided to keep quite on the matter and just kissed him on his forehead with love as she thinks he is old enough to handle his life better.
She never intervened in his space and stood by him like a pillar through his thick n thin !
Same week the lockdown was announced and makers of the show decided to shorten the show and conclude due to covid 19 spread it seems like destiny also couldn't bear the pain of their separation.
Sana was super happy listening to this . Her manager already arranged a flat for her to stay however it was a raw flat and due to lockdown she couldn't stay there.
Staying in hotel for long could turn hazardous she got worried thinking all this .
As the situation is completed unanticipated and she didn't know anybody so well in Mumbai although she made some good friends in msk house but not that close and due to her sudden fame and celebrity status she couldn't just live just like that anywhere .
She bid goodbye to everyone on the sets and was on cloud nine to see Sid already standing outside waiting for her .
She moved hesitantly further thinking what this rare situation has thrown on her little did she knew that Sid has already spoken to papa Gill to convince him that Sana is safest at his place and his mom was more than happy as she considered this a god given opportunity to take care of Sana like she took care of him inside BB house in every manner possible.
Sid was on call once she reaches near him he handed over phone to Sana saying " someone wants to speak to you " it was papa gill she said " hello "
Papa gill asked " hello beta Ji Kaise hi aap "
Sana replied " main theek haan papa tussi sab Kaise ho "
Papa gill -" beta Ji hum sab theek hain safe hain aap Sidharth Ji ke saath unke ghar chale Jao baahar bahut khatra hai bimaari ka . Bahut achey log hain ye nahin to mukhey badi chinta ho Rahi thi teri , behenji ne khud phone kerke bahut request ki k tu unke paas hi rahegi shehbaaz k dost hain wo unke saath reh Lega par mujhey teri jyada fikar ho rahi thi par ab shayad koi aur Teri jyada fikar kerta hai , dhyaan rakhi apna , chal rakhta hu"
Sana had mixed emotions listening to her dad she responded " ok papa "and disconnected the call!
Sid was waiting for her eye contact and the moment she looked up he said " ho gayi baat ab chalein"
Sana was still not sure whether it is the right thing to do or not but she had no choice either but to go along !
She just nodded and Sid opened the car door for her . Sid could make out from her face that she is unsure but he placed his hand on her hand calming her and assuring her saying " everything will be fine don't think too much may be destiny has some other plans"
Listening to his assuring words she calmed herself down a bit and smiled .
They both went to hotel she packed and checked out , left for Sid's place . Sana was quite on the way not talking much so Sid tried to break the ice stating " kya Moti tuney badi progress ker li Maine tshirt hug kerke soney k liye di thi tu to use flaunt hi Kerne lag gayi "
To which Sana felt nervous and thought she has embarrassed him and said " I am sorry Sid but I was missing u too much " her eyes became moist . Seeing this Sid retracted be n told " I didn't mean thAt I felt bad or anything but was proud of u for keeping me even above your career ,image and show , gadhi humesha ulta hi sochegi" it's like u have become like me "
Sana felt a sense of relief listening to this new version of  private Sid .
They both reached his place while Sid pointed out few famous places in Mumbai to her on the way .
Just when they were about to enter his house sana held Sid's hAnd and told " mukhey Bahut ghabrahat ho rahi hai pata nahi kyu" Sid held her hand and replied " just relax babe u r over thinking and u hv met mom before also"
And he rang the door bell , Sid's mom was already waiting for them , she rushed to open the door and took sana in her embrace lovingly saying " aa gaya mera bacha" which released all sanas worries in one go  and she hugged her bk . She further added " issey apna hi ghar samjho beta and took her along to show the room that she got ready for sana keeping everything the way she likes "
Sana has tears of happiness in her eyes seeing so much love as she has been deprived of the same most of her life so far and hugged Sid's mom tightly and started crying . Sid's mom caressed her back understanding her emotional outburst and told " call me maa from today ok no Aunty shaunty mujhey nahi pasand " to which Sana lovingly replied smiling " ok maa love u so much "
Sid's mom pulled her cheeks and said " that's like my girl " and kissed her forehead .
Sid was astonished looking at how effortlessly sana gelled up with his mom and his mom also  got so fond of her so quickly !
N thought to himself " she truly is my angel and I want to protect her from all the evil in the world "
Mom told both of them to freshen while she arranged dinner on the table .
Sana freshens up fast so that she could help her with the same ,seeing this Sid's mom loved her more as she was so considerate as she expected !
They ate dinner together chit chatting about anything and everything then went to their respective rooms to sleep .
Sana was too tired as was busy shooting whole day and dosed off to sleep fast however our siddi boy was restless knowing that she is just in next room so he went to her room but seeing her sleeping so peacefully didn't disturb but quietly slept next to her holding her from
back . Sana realised his presence n touch but still went bk to sleep as she was with love of his life for next few days and was content with the thought. Both slept with smiles on their faces and Sid's mom also was elated to see them both like this when she came later in the night to check but kept it to herself ki kahin unki nazar na lag jaaye dono ko !
What blissful night it is and beginning of new wave of togetherness for our cuties !