The unspoken emotions

War within began

So msk started , Sana started shooting for msk she shot for 12 hrs without break creative team suggested her to rest but she said it's ok let's finish one complete episode .
What's going on inside Sana's heart - yesterday night was the first night post bb that she spent without having Sid next to her whole night she was just tossing n turning on the bed but no sleep she wanted to get so tired that she just collapses so that she doesn't give into calling Sid as she was expecting a call from him at least a message
Sid's side - Sid also couldn't sleep whole night but portraying strong couldn't msg or call for sana's benefit so that she doesn't become weak their selfless love only was keeping them distant n causing so much pain. Sid hit the gym so that he also gets dead tired and might get sleep.
But both didn't succeed in their mission Sana as well as Sid still unable to sleep
And fact of the matter Sana finished shooting and she was her best professional self and putting up broad smile and acting all happy go lucky ACTING not really happy for two episodes and was shooting till early morning !
Creative team feared that her health will suffer and found her real self missing and decided to call Sid for their rescue!
And they engage Sid to come for one episode n we all saw what happened !What we didn't see is behind the scenes !
Sid was worried now knowing what sana is doing to herself without caring about his own self . After Sid paid surprise visit sana being sana came bk to life and what we saw in episode was unfiltered real sana . She spoke her heart out but later realised that she has unintentionally put pressure on Sid and thought that she forced herself on him else he wouldn't hv come
Sid was happy as well as hell worried for her how will she keep up like this what if her show fails etc etc.
In all this which sana couldn't help was her tears of happiness being with him again she just couldn't stop crying Sid asked for some alone time with her . They both went to sana's vanity Sid makes her sit and sit on his knees and held her hand and asks her sternly "what is this Sana you shouldn't be compromising your health for work look at yourself . This show was your decision which I respected as it was good for your career but not like this. Sana was not listening a word but just lost looking at Sid after almost 3 days ! Sid shook her to bring her back saying " r u listening to me " . To which sana suddenly responded "yeah yeah" . She further added "Sorry to bother you Sid I didn't mean to it's just that I got over excited for my first project and we were out of bb house so was happy nothing else ,I don't know why creative team misunderstood me and they called you . I promise that you will hv no discomfort because of me now or in future . Really sorry "
Listening to this Sid was taken aback but he consoled himself saying may be he is overreacting and she is ok but hurt somewhere that what is true what she did on camera or what she is telling me now !
Guys do u remember once sana told Vishal in one of the USUDs that she feels more safe expressing herself in front of camera than off camera it's just due to that .
Please remember it for future also ! Our sana is one in billion n very unique !
Post that day we all know we never saw Sid in msk !
But sana was to enter the msk house with all those strangers around for 5 days disconnected from outer world . N during starting episodes the attempts to call Sid were endless but every time she ended up just caressing his name in contact list not beyond and breaking her heart into numerous pieces bit by bit ...... And she enters the house...