The unspoken emotions

First day at msk

So she is all by herself among the bunch of strangers , she was pretending to be happy and enjoying somehow day passed she was present but still not there almost without soul but determined to do it as she need to learn to take care of herself remember she said " toot to jaungi per Sambhaalungi khud ko " so she was trying her level best to live up to her words and there comes the most difficult time of the day Night time She removed her mike and covered her head with quilt like she used to do when she used to be not in talking terms with Sid or annoyed from him. There was storm of emotions that has to burst out so she quietly sobbed whole night she felt light in the morning due to crying out but her eyes were all swollen . We all know that there was a lag of two days when the episode is telecasted .

On the other hand Sid was eagerly waiting to get a glimpse of her and watch her on her show at least . We all know how divinely beautiful and classy she looked in the show . Sid used to adore her to the max and despite his busy schedule he used to ensure at night when he comes back home will not sleep without watching her show . He was somewhat content that sana is able to cope up without him and its for her own good but on the other hand he was having sleepless nights without her . In between he gave few interviews and claimed to be in touch with only sana and she is just a friend !

Week passed like this even creative team somehow realized that they have taken the soul out of sana . Here comes two days off for sana she reached hotel and just lied on her bed tears were endlessly flowing from her eyes she had no interest in even going social one day passed like she was somewhere hoping that Sid would call but Sid was hoping her to call him as she would be free now !
First off night was more restless for both of them .
Sids POV
Sid consoles himself by thinking she must be taking rest and sleeping so shouldn't disturb once she is ok she will call as she cannot stay without talking to him .
Sanas POV
Sana tried her level best to control her emotions and didn't want to force Sid to take out time for her and not come across as one sided psycho lover intruding in his space . So at night she decided to go on internet and check what all has happened and saw sids interviews and became more sure that she will not reach out to him as he expects her to only reach out if she is in trouble or she is in need of some help regarding something . She just watched all sidnaaz vms whole night remembering her bb days with Sid and slept .

She woke up next afternoon with a knock at the door it was baaz . She opened the door baaz told that mahi n jay have called to invite them for lunch at their place and Sana also wanted to thank them for the support they have given during bb days that too without even asking and had huge respect for both of them in her heart.
So she dressed up and left for their place. As tomorrow she needs to enter the msk house again ...