The unspoken emotions

Being shy but why?

Post the bathroom incident
Sid's thoughts - I am amazed at her beauty n innocence she looked no less than a goddess pure n heavenly but hold on the way I was gazing at her lost what she must be thinking but it's ok Sid u hv seen her in shorter dresses than that n also she is a model . Forcing his mind to understand it's all ok it's normal breath in breath out easy , yeah I can do it . If I stay normal only then she will be comfortable .

Sana on the other hand thinking why the hell in the world she is feeling so shy n awkward and wanted to run away far off n not face him but that's not the choice .
She post dressing in a blank tank top and denim shorts regathering all her courage to act normal opened the door to sneakily check if he is outside n as he was not quickly ran to the kitchen and started making breakfast !
She pretended to be all engaged n busy in kitchen just then Sid came from behind quietly put his arm around her shoulder to ease her out and pretending as if nothing happened asked " oye Moti kya ban raha hai breakfast me " she easing out a bit but still not looking at him replied " poha and mango shake "
He replied "wow healthy I like it "
Sana still not meeting his eye so he jumps to sit on the kitchen platform and pulled her to stand in between his legs . He pulled her chin up to make her see in his eyes and told her " it's ok Moti main hi to hu hain na ! ,itna awkward honey ki zarurat nahi " she relaxed n smiled bk he pulled her into a hug and rubbed her back she happily gave in !
After handling the situation maturely he decided to tease her a bit and moved his mouth near to her ear her eyes went wide feeling him so close n being his flirty self he is uttered " vaise I prefer this new super shy version of you rather than ferocious sherni wala version ready to fight all the time I hv better control on this one "
She blushed listening this but how can she let go so easy n back in form she pulled bk held his ear tight and asked " hmm kya kaha tumne"
Sid screamed out of pain " aaaaa! Kuch nahi meri maa Galti ho gayi " to which she smirked And gave attitude and said " Better!"n released his ear . He jumped down n pulled her hair from back making her scream n ran off .
Sana shouted " kutte agar breakfast nahi bana Rahi hoti to batati"
Sid replied " yahin hu jitna jo batana hai aaraam se sununga agar meri ek shart manegi to"
Sana "kya shart"
Sid - " breakfast k baad bataunga"
They both enjoyed breakfast together !
Sana did the dishes n then they both decided to watch movie together .
Sana asked to kuch bataney wala tha Sid gestured her to sit in his lap to which she gladly agreed " yahi ki tu kabhi change nahi hogi "
Sana -" arrey nahi badlungi tere saath to kabhi nahi"
He encircled his arm around her waist and pulled her closer n put his head on her chest to listen to her heartbeats .
He spoke his heart out " this is so peaceful shehnaaz just being with you I don't want this to ever end but..."
Sana -" but ?"
Sid -" kuch nahi"
Sana -" bol na"
Sid -"nahi let it be"
Sana cups his face n asks " bata na Maine kaha tha na tu mujhey kuch bhi keh sakta hai hakk rakh mujhpe"
Sid nodded n said - " Abhi hum dono free hai it's like another bb house stay except cameras but yeh kabhi to Khatam hoga fir.. kya sab aisa hi rahega"
Sana -" dekh sid mujhey nahi pata kal kya hoga but Abhi to hum saath hai so tu jyada mat Soch let's enjoy this time aur main kab tujhse kuch maanga hain Main to teri respect hi Kerti hu aur humesha karungi , Maine yeh life me to Tera saath nahi chodna tu chahe ya na chaahey aur jis din mujhey lagega ki ab tu Sachi nahi chahta mujhey vibe aa jayegi . Ek baat aur main bola tha na main khud ko fansa lungi per tujhpe kabhi koi problem nahi aane dungi fir him saath ho na ho aur Rahi baat humaare rishtey ke status ki tu jaisa chahta vaise ho rahega dost rehna hai to theek hai kuch aur to mujhey uss me bhi koi problem nahi hai tu bas jyada soch mat aur chill kar ok U will never face any trouble because of me I promise u this much aur jis din bolega serious wala get out kasam se chali jaungi aur fir kabhi nahi aaungi kasam lagey"
She had tears in her eyes by now due to thought of leaving him n going .
Sid hugged her tight and said " main tujhey kahin kabhi Jane dunga to na bakwaas Mat kar"
And he started nuzzling her on her neckline troubling her saying " jaayegi mujhse door Haan ! "
Sana - " acha Sorry stop it nahi jaungi"
Sid nuzzling harder making her loose control Sana's hands clutching his t shirt tightly on his chest sending goosebumps down Sid's body n he just pulled back himself to control .
Sana got up to leave to start preparation for lunch
Sid smiling behind to himself thinking how soft her skin is drives me crazy and her touch does wonders to my body I hv been with so many girls but her touch her feel is rare unique n drive me insane . May be her pure soul n clear heart makes it so attractive n irresistible.
She had become lean also post msk in my absence n looking so sexy in this outfit .
I don't know what's stopping me but I just doesn't feel like confessing or making it official I just want everything unspoken n understood between us like we had since beginning.
And I just feel that she belongs to me n mine why to claim as she never minds my closeness with her n neither she demanded words .
For now I just want to take life as it comes to me .
A sudden churning noise followed with sanas scream caught his attention He turned towards kitchen to check on her n ran to discover Sana with cream spread across all of her along with kitchen walls as she didn't lock the lid of mixer properly .
Honestly I found her tempting and delicious ready to eat in that sweet mess full of cream .
Sana making a sad pout looked at me and said " Dekh na kya ho Gaya siyappa !"
I replied " koi na let's clean it all"
I moved closer to her she innocently handed over cloth but I instead pulled her closer holding her wrist leaving a shocked expression on her face n before she realised I picked her up in my arms and took her under the shower n switch it on making her soak in water and I started rubbing her cheeks with my thumb moving my hands in her bare shoulders making her close her eyes .
I unclutched her hair bun to let her hair flow smoothly under shower I turned her around n brushed her hair to one side of shoulder held her shoulders and moved her closer to me so that her back is touching my chest !
I could feel her heartbeat racing up and I started moving my big palm from upper portion of her neck to her shoulder to clean her up properly .
I forgot all limits all reservations n bent down to suck some water from her neckline which made her turned towards me and dug her face in my chest sending thousand volts current down each of my nerve n I absolutely loved this feeling .....

Sorry got to go will finish tonite only ,..,,,