The unspoken emotions

Broken limits

Next morning Sid woke up and decided to call n meet with shehnaaz this week off he cancelled all his appointments .He was feeling guilty for making sana suffer so much and that too when it's no fault of her . There was one day left when sana would come out for her weekly off. He decided to surprise her by going to
Pick her up post shoot. Thinking all this he got ready for the day and came out on breakfast table seeing better Sid his mom told him " Good morning Sid "he replied "morning maa"She further suggested " I was thinking of calling sana home for lunch and Preeti's daughter really likes her and want to meet her and she is your good friend and taken care of you so well inside bb house too .what do u say ? Will it be possible for her to come over this weekend ?" Sid was super happy listening to this and was all smiling told his mom " it's a great idea mom let's plan this let me speak to her I will let u know " seeing his excitement as mom knows everything she added "why don't u get her here for whole day morning till
Night as she is away from her family must be missing them too and ask baaz to join too"
Sid nodded in yes and left for his shoot !
The night seems longer to him.
Here our sana not aware of what all happened outside was feeling depressed and now it's getting visible to other housemates also . She thought that how life changed in few days now she had all the attention love fame that she ever wanted but the only person that she wants to be with is acting all strange and distanced himself from her. She was losing her self confidence day by day n kept telling herself that she had to stay strong it's her foolishness to mix reel and real life and She cannot blame Sid for her condition as he neither expressed nor gave any false hopes to her ever. N she cannot deny the fact that they both belong to different worlds . she thought that post msk she will move back to Punjab and will stay there only as Mumbai is too practical for her!
Baaz n Bagga on docs advise took appointment with psychatrist this week for sana as she was showing symptoms of depression and also her fans were also worried and badly missing their real happy go lucky girl sana ! Shows trp also started falling as her fans could feel that she is unwillingly doing this show.
N it's time for her to come out of the house and she reached hotel and without even looking around she went up to the lift to go to her room and baaz also followed . Sid was heart broken to see sana like this he was sitting and waiting at reception to surprise her but got shock himself . Baaz just before entering lift noticed Sid and shouted " sidharth !aap yahAn " Sana immediately looked up and came out to see in the direction where baaz was looking and a smile flashed on her face which vanished in few seconds . She wanted to  run to him hug him tightly kiss him all over to never let him go anywhere but she just stood still thinking of how he has avoided her being rude to her from past two weeks and she couldn't even utter a word and tears started flowing from her eyes . Baaz went to hug and meet up with Sid whereas sana suddenly turned entered the lift and went to her room locked it from
Inside and was crying badly she wanted to let it all out and there was no end to it .
Here Sid was scolding baaz for being so careless and not reaching out to him when sana was so unwell and no matter what in future he must always keep
Him posted on sanas whereabouts she is kiddish but he should act mature in such circumstances not realising how kiddish he himself acted in past two weeks.
Staying this he excused himself and told baaz Mayur has come to pick him up and he will take care of shehnaaz and also asked baaz to join them for dinner at his place in the evening. He also informed his mom that he will get sana for dinner at night only .
Then he moved towards her room he knocked for 10 min but no response sana was too devastated to even talk . She wanted to just escape this situation and run away far somewhere . Sid told " Moti tujhey meri kasam hai ek baar please darwaaza khol" now she couldn't deny she opened the door and looking down with all teary swollen eyes and just when she turned to go inside Sid hugged her tight and started rubbing her back but she neither hugged him back nor moved.Sid moved inside while hugging her and closed the door . Sana was not feeling anything anymore and was lifeless and numb to no end !!!