The unspoken emotions

How to hide his so called overpossesive self !

Hey friends ! Firstly thank u to all who are reading my first fiction and special thanks to those who voted . Honestly I just wanted to write for myself and I have no qualms in admitting that I am an obsessed sidnaaz fan although I love shehnaaz more any day !
So here is your chapter 13 as this number is lucky for my cute love birds so I will try my best to make this one as interesting as possible  also I believe in writing fiction without changing real facts and personalities and that's how I connect more ,also why introduce negative elements when we all know that they are happy together ! ThTs my idea of fiction hope u like it !

It's a new day , the famous indeep hand holding incident during task happened which got telecasted last night . Sid watched that episode and felt jealous and possessive to the core!
Aur bechaari sana who has no idea what happened . So her day at msk concluded normal and she was all set to step out for dance rehearsals n practice but still was telling herself to behave professionally with Sid n not make him uncomfortable .
So she reached the rehearsal cum dance studio where choreographer met her and briefed her about the whole sequence she found it nice it was a medley of three songs . Soon Sid arrived    at studio he was wearing neon green t shirt and black lower however sana was wearing black t shirt and black lower. Neon green is sanas favourite colour she was happy to see him wearing this . She ran and tried to hug him but before she could Sid waved a cold hi and signaled choreographer to start with first set of steps wherein he needs to hold sana from waist standing behind then she moves around him and so on . The first sequence finished in an hour and choreographer declared break. Sana could sense an awkwardness in Sid and was shocked to receive this cold behaviour from him. So she decided to go talk to him as one thing she fears  the most is to loose Sid as a friend !
So she moves to his vanity and knocks Sid calls her in . Now there was no one around them they were in their space . Sana locks the vanity door from inside. Sid being annoyed shouted " what are u doing ? R u out of ur mind and what r u here for go away from me vaise bhi u hv enough people around u to keep u entertained . It's break time and I want to just relax" Sana knowing Sid well sensed immediately that he is upset ! So she ignored his rudeness towards her and sit very close to him on sofa almost in his lap throwing tantrums she says " kya hai ab Maine kya kiya" Sid enjoying her being so close to him and controlling himself somehow but blurting out the unexpected " how dare that Indeep hold your hand Haan "
Listening to this sana smiled and giggled which irritated him more but still shukla Ji still didn't move away from her and was dying for her attention and wants her to pamper him .
Badi body me bacha u know !!
Sana puts her hand on his cheek and lovingly turned his face towards her and making a baby face says " but I was blind folded na baby n it was just a task "'Sid immediately calmed down with her touch says " but u better warn him to stay in his limits " she hugs him tightly now completely in his lap resting her head on his shoulder and says " that I did " she stayed in same position for some time then she utters " ek baat poochu " Sid replied " hmm"Sana looking down and still holding him close " tujhey kyu itna farak padta hai main to sirf Teri dost hu naa" Sid was speechless but to cover up he blurted out " to kya I can still be protective about u n u r too innocent and kind for the jerks in the world . I will not let anybody hurt u ever" to which Sana replied " tu humesha rahega mere saath "
Sid - " Haan bola to tujhe forever "
Sana quietly smiled and didn't say anything !
But Sid is not ok with Sana's silence
Sid- " chal Moti kaam nahi Kerna kya "
They both resumed dance practice .Then performance day happened and that Balraj incident too . Sid was all calm n composed during the awards but was burning inside by witnessing balraj's efforts to woo his girl " after award function , Sana had off for three days so Sid went to drop her to hotel and just when Sana was getting off his car he said I am coming along saying " tu to bas chali jaayegi naa phone uthayegi na msg dekhegi air main yahan poori raat pareshaan rahunga, BB house me I used to say I will not attend your call but koi aakey sachayi dekhe Zara iss ladki ki" hearing this Sana got upset and told " I said sorry naa aur ek hi baar to hua hai aisa as if tu jaise ussi waqt aa Gaya tha mujhey Dekhne ki main theek bhi hu ya nahi bada aaya as if u care " saying this she angrily starts marching towards her room and Sid hurriedly followed !
When she is about to enter her room Sid hugs her from behind and moved along inside her room and closed the door behind .
Sid put his chin on her shoulder , Sana throws her bag on couch and tries to free herself from his grip but he tightens his grip more this time sending chills down her spine . After a bit of struggle she gave up and let him be.
Sid being experienced flirt and charmer knew his effect on her intentionally places his lips on her neckline which made Sana close her eyes . Sid just wanted to tell her in one way or other that she belongs to him and nobody dare not get close to her except him but once he is close to her he loses his self control completely.
We all have seen how Sana used to kiss on his neck in BB house n he used to make faces that was to hide his emotions and also for the world so that don't judge " his sweetheart"
Seeing Sana completely surrendering herself on his embrace he starts planting sweet wet kisses on her neckline . Feeling super shy Sana turns around and hides herself in his chest and Sid who could feel her breaths on his chest hugged her tight completely lost in her. Seems like time has stood still . Suddenly the door bell rang and they quickly gathered themselves all conscious ! Sid sits on couch and Sana goes to open the door . There was hotel manager who came to ask if everything is fine and asked her for her order for dinner . Sana acknowledges all good and ordered dinner for two hurriedly so that the manager leaves asap.
Now she turns back without making any eye contact rushes to her wardrobe picks up a night dress and moves to washroom saying " Sid I will just change n come " n closes the door before Sid could reply.
Sid was also blushing and scratching his head . Sid was wondering that he has dated so many girls but with her feeling is completely different . He still remembers when he used to try flirting with her and how she used to completely make it a flop show with her innocence without even realising it . This is what made him fall for her and may be the reason he could never flirt with her like he used to do with other girls.
Now when he knows that she is in love with him he is unable to believe and acknowledge being logical and practical self but I loose it all when she is close to me !
The noise of door getting opened breaks his chain of thoughts . Sana tried to act all cool n composed pretending as if nothing happened .
Sana's PoV
(Inside washroom ) Damn ! I love this closeness with him but can't ignore the fact that he can never be mine but cannot control when he comes close . This feeling kills me from inside . Shrugging her thoughts she calms herself down consoling herself saying so what he kissed on her neck she also used to do it out of care in BB house but wait a minute but he never did so why did he do it suddenly today taking initiative and also there are no cameras as u know he is camera conscious .
And he told only today that he is protective about u so I guess u r over reacting . So it's all cool haan! Stepped out after changing into night wears which is a maroon satin pyjama shirt set .
SIDS pov -
Sid on the other hand was stunned to see her in night suit not that he is seeing her for the first time in night suit but this maroon colour is making her look more sexy and her pinkish white complexion and her body curves in satin were all together making her look deadly and those innocent eyes and that cute naughty face expressions! Gosh koi to bachaalo mujhey iss torture se! How do one keep up with his self control !
Acting all cool Sana shook his shoulder saying " hello! Kya hua all ok?"
Sid came Bk from lala land and said " haan haan mujhey kya hona hai, all good"
Sana felt weird with the way he is looking at her as Sid is generally very good at hiding his emotions !
The door bell rang waiter came n served dinner for both . They had their dinner while stealing glances in between !
Sid was lying on bed and Sana came and lied on his arm like BB days and starts talking about random things and while talking she slept off as was dead tired as she was shooting for almost 16 hours at a stretch.
Sid removed his arm quietly without disturbing her sleep then lied on his elbow next to her adoring her beauty as there was no make up and her cute smile which hardly leaves her face places a soft peck on her cheek and brushed the back of his palm on her cheeks and lost in that moment for good 10 min t somehow convinced himself to leave tries to get up just when Sana hold his hand and pulls him towards herself and clinging on to him like a baby . She put her one leg and arm on him now to Sid had to give in and slept there only hugging her kissed her on forehead and falls in deep sleep the most content and peaceful sleep !!!!