A New Song

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Lexi Pov

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Lexi Pov

A few weeks have gone by since that fight and I still have to suck it up every day and go to work in the studio but lately it's just been Jesse and I working. I'm pretty sure Tristen is avoiding me and Caleb is avoiding me. They are also probably avoiding each other which leaves me and Jesse working together on the sound board.

When I walked in I could already hear him in the studio so I went straight down the stairs and then stopped short when I saw Tristen working the sound board and then Jesse in his cubicle behind the microphone. He gives Tristen a thumbs up when he's ready. I sit down quietly when I hear the music I knew it was something me and Jesse haven't worked on together "is this new" I ask Tristen "Jesse saw me down here writing last night, he got curious because he doesn't see me write often then asked to see the lyrics, dumb ass me shows him them and then he insisted on using it so instead of having him drive me crazy till I say yes, I just agreed to it" said Tristen leaning back in his chair then Jesse starts to sing.

Some things we don't talk about
Rather do without
And just hold a smile
Falling in and out of love
Ashamed and proud of
Together all the while

You can never say never while we don't know it
Time and time again
Younger now than we were before
Don't let me go, don't let me go, don't let me go
Don't let me go, don't let me go, don't let me go

Picture you're the queen of everything
Far as the eye can see
Under your command
I will be your guardian when all is crumbling
Steady your hand

You can never say never while we don't know it
Time, time and time again
Younger now than we were before
Don't let me go, don't let me go, don't let me go
Don't let me go, don't let me go, don't let me go

We're falling apart,
And we're coming together,
Again and again
We're crawling apart,
But we're falling together,
Falling together
Together again

Don't let me go, don't let me go, don't let me go
Don't let me go, don't let me go, don't let me go
Don't let me go, don't let me go, don't let me go

I look over at Tristen "I didn't know you wrote lyrics" I said and he just shrugs "from time to time usually I leave that to my brother, he's better with words than me" said Tristen, I look over at him and then he gets up "I'll leave you guys to it now that you're here" he says and I watch him walk off and up the stairs. I listen to the rest of the song and I turn off the sound board when he is done and I wipe my tears away quickly, he comes back in.

"Hey, you're here" said Jesse but stops short then sits down and turns my chair towards him "what's wrong" he asks, I shake my head "don't tell me nothing I can tell somethings wrong, was he an asshole to you" asks Jesse concernedly, I let a sad laugh out and shake my head no "did he really write that" I ask him not being able to wrap my head around it, Jesse nods, "it was a really beautiful song" I said with a sniffle "you know he doesn't write often and he's never ever written a song about or for a girl, you're the first one, he's ever been so hung up on" said Jesse with a sigh "I've seen a lot of things with my brother, I've seen him mad, I've seen him hurt but this him being in love is all new territory, he's had girlfriends but none he's ever been so crazy about, that he would practically try to kill his bandmate for sleeping with her" said Jesse with a laugh, I sigh "and what a mistake that was, I wish I knew, I swear if I knew who he was I wouldn't have slept with him the first time" said Lexi, "so how come you continued to after you found out who he was" asks Jesse.

I shrug my shoulders, Jesse keeps his eyes on me, "you wanted to make him jealous" asks Jesse with a grin "maybe a little but it was more of like a big fuck you, like you can lie I can fuck you over too, I was just mad. I shouldn't have done it again, I know it was wrong, I feel like such a slut for it not to mention I ruined their friendship hopefully not the band" I said in tears again "hey they'll get over it, we're guys we don't get mad the way women do, we punch each other, wrestle around then eventually we move on" said Jesse with a laugh, I laugh "is that what brothers do too" I ask sarcastically, "no not us, in the past it's usually been me holding him back from killing someone that pissed him off or saving his ass from getting arrested and the few times he's gotten arrested I'm usually the one bailing his ass out then yelling at his ass all the way home" said Jesse, "you know you two are so tight for two siblings who work together" I said with a laugh and Jesse grins "we both wanted this, if it weren't for Tristen, I probably would've quit like ten years ago before we even got big because believe me it was a long road" said Jesse.

I look over at him "but he isn't bad guy even if he can be very cryptic at times" I tell him and Jesse laughs "most girls like the whole bad boy, mysteriousness thing he does but it's all a front, he's got the heart of gold" said Jesse, "yeah there is so much I don't know about him like I never knew he wrote lyrics and he made it sound like he's not that good at it, like it's no big deal but those lyrics were beautiful" I tell him "if there is anything you should know by now is that my brother doesn't like attention other than up on stage where it belongs, he as he would say likes to lay low' said Jesse with a smile, I laugh "so I have heard many times" I said with sarcasm "I walk around as me, he puts on a hat and sunglasses to go out, he loves our fans but he hates pictures being taken by paparazzi and all that, he doesn't usually do interviews alone" Jesse explains "well I guess I am still learning about the mysterious man behind those sunglasses" I say with a laugh, "not to get off topic but just so you know I am finished with the music to that song you gave me, so plan on going in that cubicle soon" said Jesse with a smirk, "how soon" I ask with a grin "sooner the better" said Jesse with a grin.

The rest of the day is spent on the album and we continue to work at night too that's when Caleb shows up, we both look up "uh hey I uh came by to talk to Tristen, wanted to see what's going on down here" said Caleb.

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