STUDY BUDDIES. | hajeongwoo

01.

+hajeongwoo as college students.

+lower case intended.

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"hey, jeongwoo! i heard you're going to tutor some rich man now," the teasing voice of doyoung reverberated through the male's ears, his voice somehow triggering the frustration he's been keeping inside of him for such a long time.

"shut up, hyung. i don't care whoever it is as long as i get paid," jeongwoo heaved a sigh, more like assuring himself that everything will turn out great once the session has started and that he has nothing to worry about because he'll still get paid in an considerable and adequate amount coming from him, and that way, he would be able to at least help his mother.

"yeah? as long as it's haruto, you sure you'll be fine?" doyoung continued to pester the male who was trying to make things less exacerbating, for the least.

maybe doyoung could see how crestfallen he was the moment he heard that person's name, and the fact that he have to do his work that includes him. but no matter what he thinks, his work is still his work. no personal feelings, and it shall never hinder his. but somehow, no matter how much jeongwoo wanted to disagree and reject the task, he still could not do so.

given by their situation, he sure knows that he had to do whatever it takes, even if he had to swallow his own pride and embarrass himself in front of that person.

"i will be fine, i will be," jeongwoo muttered, not by mainly answering the latter's question but by reassuring himself that everything will be fine.

as long as he don't mess things up, let things get be mixed and cause predicaments, and say or behave the way haruto doesn't want him to, then he'll be away from such quandary. his work comes to precedence, feelings aside.

he heard doyoung chuckle in bitterness yet with a hint of amusement, then he felt him give a tap on his shoulder and continued to assure just like how friends normally do. and just like that, doyoung waved a goodbye and excused himself for he has still some works to do, probably do homework.

the moment he was left alone, a loud scream was heard from his small yet comfortable apartment. it was coming from no other than himself, and he couldn't help but lose and let frustration drive him in whatever ways it could get, messing his hair as he continued to release a frustrated noise.

"hell no, it's never gonna be fine!" jeongwoo exclaimed much to his disdain.

his head was a complete mess, and he tried to think of some ways to turn around and at least run away from the dilemma. but mostly he can't, and he could not even think of receding when it's already to late.

"don't tell me i'm going to teach a jerk!" jeongwoo continued to rant in agitation, just by thinking of him somehow boils his blood up and escalate his anger.

his name continued to circle around his mind as he continued muttering his name in repetition.

haruto. haruto. haruto. watanabe haruto.

for the least, it did not help.

jeongwoo managed to calm down after a good five minutes of just yelling and releasing his feelings aloud. the neighbors probably felt somehow agitated by his loud yelling, so he decided to stop and accept the things that might come his way tomorrow.

jeongwoo decided to prepare for the things he needed for tomorrow's session. he then prepared himself, went to his bed, hoped for a miracle to happen, and then fell asleep.