STUDY BUDDIES. | hajeongwoo

05.

to harutowatanabe@email.com:
at 3 pm, i guess. why?

jeongwoo subconsciously bit his lip as he anxiously waited for the male's reply.

jeongwoo couldn't understand, and somehow finds it odd when he felt his stomach twist in an peculiar feeling that's making him queasy and uncomfortable whenever he heard or see whatever thing is related to him.

and jeongwoo knows that he no longer felt that same "in love" feeling towards haruto and left it there during his high school days. he left it all behind, completely forgotten as he finally had the courage to move on from his unrequited love.

doyoung and his friends knew how much he suffered from being completely wasted and a victim of falling in love over someone completely not worth it.

jeongwoo could not understand, even the least bit, as to why he felt the same peculiar feeling of showing affection over someone he likes.

and its scaring him, but then everything might only be a mere speculation and there's nothing completely wrong about him. why was he being docile with his emotions, and continued to get swayed by his suppositions?

after contemplating, he finally heard a vibration coming from his phone, indicating another notification that caught jeongwoo off guard.

without hesitation of wanting to see what his question meant, he unlocked his phone then immediately went to see his message.

from harutowatanabe@email.com:
nothing.

jeongwoo almost threw his phone away in frustration. after waiting for his response, overthinking lots of unusual and unnecessary thoughts, a "nothing" as an reply seems so out of the act.

he expected the word nothing at the least, and somehow he wanted to barge inside wherever haruto might be and at least strangle him to death.

jeongwoo immediately turned off his phone as he dived down straight to his bed, frustration not seeming to alleviate.

maybe he was hoping too much, anticipating too much, that's why he always gets disappointed and if worse, get hurt.

"damn it, why am i like this," jeongwoo muttered under the pillow, causing a muffled and incoherent sound.

he was completely confused and perplexed ever since he started thinking and seeing haruto. but jeongwoo, being the jeongwoo he is, already claimed that he's completely over him.

and here he is thinking he already moved on.

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jeongwoo made his way towards the entrance of the campus, exiting after his class already ended.

he held the textbook on his hands, still wondering about haruto's message about yesterday or if it held any some sort of meaning or just some sort of stupid question to kill time.

he made his way towards the street, his black sneakers creating a crunching sound as it made contact with the dirt. jeongwoo just wanted to go straight to his apartment and chill for at least a bit.

he continued daydreaming about him chilling inside his apartment for the rest flof the day and be productive until a black car halted right at the side of him.

jeongwoo stared at the expensive, black mercedes benz parking right beside him. it totally caught him off guard, and completely unknown and foreign of seeing an expensive car parking right beside him.

he saw how the windows slowly lowered down and then showed a glimpse of someone inside the intimidating vehicle.