me and arron both laid in his bed, the air between us was still thick and i couldn't stop thinking about how his body felt against mine and how his tongue dominated my whole being with one simple stroke on my lips.
"why do you stop every time?" my curiosity got the best of me as i spoke with my head still on his chest listening to his steady heartbeat that accelerated once in a while
hearing no reply from him i spoke again
"am i perhaps ..not good enough" and that's it when you're an insecure person, everything always seems to be related to you and your flaws
your brain is limited to thinking that the fault is in you only and ignores all the other options like they never existed, torturing you inside making you miserable every second and that's why i always run away
it all becomes too much to handle, feeling worthy of love becomes too much to take in
"hey, no look at me" arron immediately denied as he lifted me off his chest, holding my shoulders as he stared right in my eyes
"you're all i could ever ask for" he said
"heck, you're so much more" and that's what makes me attracted to him even more, even my insecure subconscious mind seemed to believe every word he said without doubting
receiving no comment from my side arron continued
"it's just that ..i can tell you're not ready" he admitted as he let go of my shoulder staring at the floor
"how?" that's the only word that left my mouth because i myself don't know the answer to that
i could see a slight blush creep up on his face as he scratched the back of his head avoiding my gaze
one second he had me pinned against the wall and is kissing me like a beast and the other i see him scratching his head shyly with a pout on his face
duality goals indeed
"i can tell..you've" he spoke with a sigh before speaking again
"you've never been touched before"
my whole body immediately heated up as the air got stuck in my throat
how does he know that
"i-" the lack of speech made me shut my mouth and it was me who avoided his gaze now sucking in a deep breath thinking about how to change the topic
"you're a virgin and i want you to be ready when we do it" my head snapped towards arron as i felt my whole body tingle by the sound of his raspy voice, unholy scenarios filling my head
"what are you talking about" throwing a pillow at him i rushed towards the washroom, locking the door behind me as i stared at my flustered face in the mirror trying to calm my heart down
i heard arron's loud chuckle from the outside as he screamed in the distance
"okay sorry come back" he spoke between breathless laughs
"shut up!" i shouted back before smiling to myself
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it was about lunch break at the school as the group sat together
discussing what happened to iris because they needed some drama and something to talk about in their daily lives
"there's definitely something going on between iris and arron" Flynn spoke creating connections and theories in her head
"just eat" Emma stuffed food in her mouth clearly not interested in the conversation
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RomanceYou took everything that was left within me with you, i offered my everything to you and now i have nothing left inside me to keep going on, you took my heart and left me here in the rain. how did i even fall this deep? how did you end up becoming m...
