Aphotic ✔️

chapter 31- perplexity

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it was perfect, for a moment i thought it could work out but everything went spiraling down with a snap of a finger and suddenly i wasn't so certain about my promises of 'till death do us apart' anymore. 

engulfed by hate, anger and disgust the poor me didn't know where to hide, because i knew he was guilty; i knew he had known everything all along and now i didn't know what to do with my heart that was submitted to his soul tied by a red string

the world seemed to get narrower with every second that passed by, the blasting music and bright lights faded away and i snapped awake from my stupid teenage trance...and now i was lost not knowing what the next chapter of my life will bring.

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my mom called around 3 pm telling me that i can have a sleepover with Emma since she and dad have some kind of very important business meeting and arron has been bugging me to stay with him because he's home alone apparently 

"come on just text Emma to cover up for you" arron whined hugging my waist as he pulled me closer to him on his bed 

it was starting to get dark outside and i wasn't so sure about spending a night with arron at his home alone 

"okay get me something to wear" i sighed as i sat up looking at arron who was still attached to my waist 

"what" he looked up at me with a confused pout with his grip loosening a bit 

"i can't sleep in my uniform can i?" i smiled looking at his clueless expression 

"you're staying !?!" he shot up with a excited voice hugging me tightly with a wide smile sprayed across his face 

"i''ll get you something to wear" arron got out of the bed still in his uniform as he moved towards the huge cupboard spread across the grey wall

opening the cupboard he bent down taking a grey folded shirt out before he removed his school shirt leaving him half naked 

i snapped my head away trying not to look at his bare back as a blush crept up on my face 

"like what you see" he looked back at me with a teasing smile pulling the grey shirt over his head hiding the phoenix tattoo on his back as he pulled it down.

"shut it" i mumbled earning a laugh from arron but i couldn't deny that he was fucking hot, i don't even know what he sees in me 

i do have a small waist but my shoulders are wider than most of the girls, and my body isn't the perfectly toned model body either 

i bet he has a bunch of girls that are considered perfect by the society after him, then why did he choose me ? 

"here" he threw a black t-shirt towards me, my attempt to catch it failed as it landed on my lap snapping me out of my thoughts 

"i don't think my sweat pants will fit you though" arron scanned his cupboard finding something that would fit me 

"it's okay i wear safety shorts beneath my skirt" i spoke since his t-shirt looked more like a dress and would cover more than the school skirt i'm wearing right now 

i was about to get out of bed i heard arron unbuckling his belt, my eyes widened as is stared at him in shock 

"what are you doing~" i spoke in horror as he looked back at me halting all his movements as he still held the hem of his pants to pull them down 

"what?" his voice was full of confusion as he looked at my terrified expression before looking down at his pants  a smirk replacing his confused expression 

he turned to look at me with a playful smirk plastered on his face as he too slow steps towards me 

his pant was still unbuttoned showing the waist band of his boxers as my face flushed once again and the temperature of the room seemed to have risen up by several degrees 

my anxiety shot up with every step arron took towards me until he was standing right in front of me with his pants unbuttoned as i tried to look everywhere but him 

he bent down bringing his face close to mine as he hooked a finger under my chin turning my face to him direction

 he slowly lift my face up so now that i was looking at him as he observed my face with the same smirk dancing on his kissable lips.

"i love you flustered face" arron spoke in a husky voice making his already deep voice reach a impossibly lower and heavy tone 

my breath got caught in my throat as i looked at him with my eyes still wide, his hand never leaving my chin, holding my face in one place 

i closed my eyes as he leaned even closer but i felt him scoff against my lips as he moved towards my ear his hot breath hitting my ear drum which caused me to such a deep breath in as my body tensed up 

"you look so fucking hot" he whispered sending waves of shock throughout my body as i snapped my head to look at him before pushing him away and running to the washroom grabbing the spare t-shirt he gave me in the process as i heard him laugh behind my back teasingly 

"you're a fucking tease arron Scott" i shouted from inside the bathroom for the second time in the day

"only for you iris tan" he shouted back in the same playful voice making me smile again 

'i love this man'

taking off my school uniform slowly, i slipped the black t-shirt on, the familiar body scent of arron filled my nostrils making my heart race immediately

the t-shirt reached just below my upper thighs covering just as much as the school skirt did but it rode up easily as i lifted my arm 

telling myself i'll be careful at the back of my head i stepped out of the washroom before looking myself in the mirror one last time straightening my hair out with my hands.

i stepped out of the washroom closing the door behind me slowly as i turned to look at Arron who was on his phone leaning against the bed frame 

 he briefly looked up at me as his eyes widened while he scanned my body, i tugged at the shirt pulling it down, feeling uncomfortable under his dark gaze 

i noticed how he sucked a sharp breath in and how his tongue swiped  over his full lips or how he gulped as a blush crept up his face before he looked away 

"so..what are we doing now" i spoke trying to ease the tension in the atmosphere as i walked over towards the bed where he was sitting

sitting in front of him i was sure to pull the shirt down even though i was wearing safety shorts 

"it l-looks good on you" arron softly spoke avoiding my gaze while he scratched the back of his head nervously exhaling.

"the t-shirt i mean" he spoke again after a while looking at me briefly before turning his head away making me chuckle at his cute reaction 

"thank you" i chuckled as i folded my lap on the bed, arron's head moving down to my exposed legs before he turned away again sighing loudly 

"let's do something interesting" i spoke as i leaned my body further 

"i'm bored" 

"let's play a game" arron finally spoke with a stiff voice as i stared at him in anticipation wondering what game he was talking about 

"the one who makes any noise first looses"

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