what happened to us. we were so good. we were doing so good. we were so happy. and then all of a sudden everything changed.
its like a switch flipped and we went from happy to difficult. and I know it happened, I can tell it happened, it definitely happened, but I can't pinpoint when. And I hate that. Because it all went to shit, but when did it go to shit??? No one knows for sure.
But I hate this. This feeling that we're done, that it's over even though we're still technically together. because it's 1 am and you said we'd talk about it in the morning but I don't want to hear what you have to say in the morning because it's going to be news I don't want to hear.
hot girl summer would've been one for the books, but i don't care. I'd trade all the hot girl summers in the world for this summer with you. And we ruined that. I ruined that. And I hate it and I'm miserable and you are too except you're miserable because of me.
Where did we go wrong? When did we go wrong? I don't want to take a break because breaks are never just breaks but would it help if we took a break??
What is wrong with me and why am I trying so hard for someone who knows what they want and it's not me?
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Excerpts From Books that I'll Never Write
Teen FictionJust a book full of wanna-be stories :) except if you skip to 101 or 102 it's just me complaining because I'm a mess and no one reads this. it basically sucks. The feeling explode on excerpt #102, I strongly suggest starting there.
