Daryl Dixon x Reader romance

Chapter 30

⚠️May contain spoilers and triggering events⚠️

Andrea parked in Woodbury and I listened to them talk. Night was coming.
It finally got dark and I was lucky Andrea parked at the back. I lifted up the trunk and hoped out. The town looked empty and I only saw a few guards at the main entrance.
I quietly ran into an alley way, my knee ached.
I saw some openings on the side of the walls where I stood, so I wrote that down in the notepad I had in my bag.  I walked behind the building that the governor lived in.
I noticed how his window was open. His window was also open last time we were here, so I wrote down that his bedroom window stayed open.
I saw a cellar that seemed like it might lead somewhere important. As I pulled open the cellar, I saw a man infront of me. I immediately pulled my gun on him.
"You might want to drop that." The man said.
"Yeah? Or what?" I said, being tough.
The man smiled, and I heard a gun behind me.
"Or I'll shoot." A familiar voice said. It was the governor. I lowered my gun and the guy infront of me was smiling the whole time.
"You just made a big mistake." The governor whispered. Shit.
The guy infront of me , Martinez, took my gun.
"Tie her up." The governor demanded, still holding a gun to my head. Martinez tied my hands together.
"I got it from here. Don't bother me." The governor instructed Martinez walked away.
The governor brought me to the room he held Maggie in.
He locked the door behind him. "Big mistake." The governor whispered again and it sent chills down my body.
He walked behind me and untied my hands. I was going to run when he held the gun up at me.
"Stand up." He ordered. I didn't stand at first but eventually stood up at his orders.
"Now, take your shirt off." He said. This is what he did to Maggie.
"Go fuck your self." I whispered. The governor laughed, still sitting down.
"Don't make me ask twice." He said.
I ripped my shirt off angrily, my boobs almost falling out of my bra.
"Better body than Maggie. Take your bra off." He instructed. "Go to hell." I said, tears filling my eyes.
"I said... take it off." The governor said, waving the gun around.
"Don't think I won't shoot you." He said.
I took my bra off and covered myself. "Move your arms to your side." He said. I looked at the ground as I slowly moved my arms away from my chest.
The governor smiled and I got chills again.
"Now... Maggie was a warning." The governor said.
"But this... this is gonna be punishment." He said again.
I looked around for anything I could use to hurt him but the room was empty.
He took my backpack off and took my gun. I didn't have anything.
I looked at his eye patch, trying to distract myself. Michonne should've stabbed harder.
He stood up and walked behind me, still holding a gun to me. I heard him unzipping his pants and almost threw up.
"You try anything.. I'll shoot you." He whispered into my ear.
He pulled my pants down and flipped me around.
"Stop." I whispered, helplessly.
The governor pushed me onto the table, leaning over me, putting the gun to my head. "You kick, punch, bite, anything like that... I will pull this trigger." The governor warned. He slid in me but this time I felt gross.
Tears fell from my eyes as I blankly stared at the ceiling. I felt him in me but it felt wrong, and unpleasant.
"Stop." I cried again, but he didn't say anything.
He pushed the gun into my head harder everytime he went in me.
Time froze, I didn't even realize how long it had been, but eventually he stopped.
"Put your clothes back on." He instructed after putting his on.
Tears continued falling from my eyes and I got dressed.
"Now, in the morning, you go back as if nothing happened." The governor said.
"Or next time... it'll be worse." He threatened.
I nodded emotionlessly as I stared at the ground.
"Stay here. I'll get you in the morning." The governor said as he left the room and locked the door from the outside. There were no windows in the room. I sat in the corner of the room and cried.
I curled into a ball and regretted everything.
I didn't sleep all night. The governor opened the door , still holding a gun to me.
He threw my backpack at me.
"All your stuffs still in there. I didn't even go through it." The governor said to me.
I pulled my bag towards me.
"Get up." I stood up at the words and the governor dragged me out. It was still really early because no one was outside.
He walked me over to a car and pushed me in the backseat. I clenched onto my backpack.
"I'm gonna drive you halfway. Again, if you say anything.. next time will be worse." The governor warned again.
He drove me almost all the way back.
"How about a thank you." He said to me when he stopped the car.
"T-Thanks." I whispered as I got out of the car. I watched him drive away and I walked towards the prison. I saw people and they all smiled at me.
I reached the gates and ignored the walkers coming at me.
"You okay?" Glenn asked as he closed the gates. I nodded and opened my backpack.
I pulled out the notes I wrote the night before and handed the piece of paper to Glenn.
"This helps a lot." Glenn said as he read them all.
"Thanks." Glenn said to me. I nodded again. "Rick, Carl and Michonne went out. They should be back soon." Glenn told me. I nodded.
Daryl ran down out of the prison towards me. I couldn't face him without bursting into tears. He was right.
"Y/n!" Daryl called. I looked up at him.
He grabbed me and hugged me. I hugged him back but the hug scared me.
I was traumatized.
"You're okay?" Daryl asked. I nodded.
"I'll be right back , okay?" Daryl said as he headed towards Glenn. I nodded again and headed to my cell.
I threw my bag on the ground and layed on my bed and I instantly fell asleep. I woke up a couple hours later and heard Glenn and Daryl outside of my cell.
"You sure?" Daryl whispered.
"She's okay." Glenn whispered back.
"I know her man. Something happened." Daryl whispered again. "Talk to her." Glenn whispered. Tears filled my eyes thinking about it.
How was I so stupid ? Of course that would've happened.
Glenn walked away and Daryl sat infront of my cell. I sat up 5 minutes later and Daryl immediately got up and came towards me.
He sat beside me on the bed.
"What happened?" He whispered. I shook my head.
"Nothing." I said while I stared the the ground.
"You can tell me baby." He whispered. Tears filled my eyes again and I tried to blink them away.
"I'm so stupid." I whispered.
Daryl looked at me while I looked at the ground.
I looked around the outside of the cell.
"Everyone's outside." Daryl whispered. I looked at the ground.
"Please don't do anything." I whispered, tears rolling down my cheek.
Daryl picked my face up and wiped my tears.
I stood up, and Daryl stood up too.
"I won't." Daryl whispered again.
"Everything was going good at first." I whispered.
Daryl nodded, taking in what I was saying.
"Then... they found me." I said, my voice breaking again. "The governor took me where he kept Maggie." I said. Daryls expression dropped.
"I should've listened to you, I'm so stupid." I said, now full on crying. "He- He told me to get naked. And then... he got naked.. and he raped me." I said, balling my eyes out.
Daryl grabbed me and hugged me tight.
I hugged him back, still crying.
"You're okay now. I shouldn't have let you go, I'm so
sorry." Daryl said, his voice breaking too.
Daryl hugged me tight, and I could feel and hear him crying which broke my heart even more.
"I'm so sorry y/n." Daryl said, clearly crying. "I'm sorry." He whispered again. I cried into him some more and we both stood there, holding eachother and crying.
"I won't ever let that happen again, you hear me?" Daryl whispered into my ear after I calmed down.
"Okay. It isn't your fault though." I whispered into him. Daryl squeezed his arms tighter around me.
"He's gonna get what he deserves. I promise you." Daryl whispered to me again. I held him for longer. We must've just stood there hugging for at least 10 minutes. Daryl rocked me back and forth in his arms. "You're okay now." He kept whispering to me, which was super comforting.
"I'm tired Daryl." I whispered.
Daryl layed me down on the cell bed and layed behind me and pulled me into him.
I knew this hurt him so bad.
My tears dried up and I fell asleep in Daryls arms.