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[seperation anxiety]T.B

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Autophobia, also called monophobia, isolophobia, or eremophobia, is the specific phobia of isolation; a morbid fear of being egotistical, or a dread of being alone or isolated.

Jess was a anxious person , ever since she was a kid she couldn't be left alone. Her parents mistreated the girl , leaving her for days on end causing her to cry almost for 24 hours in fear she would be alone forever. So whenever she meets someone she trusts , she would become attracted to them. Her emotions overpowering her head and making her believe that if she did something wrong they'd leave her like her parents.

Now being 23 , she feels like an outsider. She hadn't ever got close to a person until now and she didn't know what was happening. Every time the boy left her she's have mental breakdowns , scared he wouldn't text her when he got back to his house so they could face time. The fans found the girl annoying , saying she was too clingy but Tobi understood the situation clearly. Being so smart he knew how much the girl had to deal with.

When he first met the girl , she stuttered not even being able to form a full sentence , she was getting yelled at by a group of girls for no reason and Tobi was with the boys but he couldn't help but step in when the girl cowered away. The sight made him livid.

The sidemen boys only realised his absence when they heard him yelling at the group of girls , they were shocked with the boys yells , watching as he helped a small girl away , her hands shaking as she cowered in his arms. Tobi consoled the girl before introducing her to the boys. Ever since then the two were attached at the hip.

The sidemen found it adorable once they found out what the girl had. The fact that she couldn't even be in a room alone without having a panic attack worried the sidemen when they did the videos but by coincidence she was good with a camera , so she was their extra mini photographer.

However things don't always go to plan.

None of the sidemen had seen Jess for hours , they had searched top to toe in Tobi's apartment before going to the sidemens house to search around. When they couldn't find her , that sent Tobi into a frenzy.

"But - why - where is she , she can't be alone for a few minutes without me - ITS BEEN THREE HOURS!" He yelled , his hands gripping his hat covered head before he threw the hat off his head. "She's not answering her phone , what- what if she's gone-" "Tobi , listen now you're thinking stupid , she's an adult" "no josh! She's a scared girl who can't go a minute without me , what am I supposed to do? Sit here calm , no! She needs -" "we found her"

Ethans voice cut Tobi's off , the group immediately following the ginger boy out the house , running near enough at his pace as he shown the way. A police station.

Tobi ran in , seeing the girls figure from the glass windows , leaving the group behind. Her shaking figure made his eyes tear up , running to the girl , "Jess-" a police officer stood in front of the boy , blocking him from getting to the girl , "excuse me sir but I don't think you know her" Tobi looked at  the man confused trying to get past him to get to his girlfriend , "listen , that's my-"

"I-I need h-him , w-w-" the girl couldn't even form a sentence won't be way she was , Tobi's presence going unknown to the girl as she cradled herself. "Excuse me sir , please-" "mr , I think you should let go of my friend , he can help her" vi spoke up as the group finally got into the station. The police officer gave a sigh but nevertheless he moved over so Tobi could go to the girl.

As soon as he got to the girl , his arms gripped the girls armpits , hoisting her up in his arms as he gripped onto her. Jess struggles against Tobi's grip , not wanting to be held by an unknown person.

"It's me blue , it's me" his voice instantly made the girl calm down , her grip getting tighter as she wrapped her legs around his waist , her breaths becoming slower as she let the tears fall down her face.

"I-I just wanted to su-surprise you since-since it's your b-birthday" throughout all the hassle , Tobi forgot it was his birthday making his eyes widen as he sat in one of the chairs , his face digging into the girls neck as she sat on his lap. "Never do that again blue , you know how you get" he brushed off his pride as he let his own tears fall down his cheeks , "I thought I lost you , blue" the blue eyes girl pulled away , letting their foreheads touch as she sighed , "I-I'm sorry , I just w-wanted to make you feel appreciated"

The boy smiled , brushing the girls hair behind her ear , "let's go back to ours and chill , yeh?"

So I got a new Tobi book out , it's called her , you should go check it out 🤪