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The girl flinched back slightly as Ethan gave a loud laugh when Jide had fell asleep. She knew she shouldn't be scared still. It had been 2 years. She should be embracing her friends when she walks into a room not looking for any of the girls.

Jess glanced down to her feet, not showing any type of discomfort as the boys recorded their video. They had wanted her there with them, to celebrate how far they have came together. But the girl just wanted to leave.

"You okay?" The girl rose her hands to her face at the sudden voice, looking to her left where Randolph stood. He gave a saddened look, "I'm so-" "n-no. It's f-fine." Jess shook her head, trying to give the boy a smile only just forcing one on her face for him.

She let her hands rest on her lap as tears began to form in her eyes. I'm so pathetic. But she wasn't. She was just traumatised. And no one could be mad at her for it, she was never going to be over something like that and the boys were just going to have to try and deal with it another way. They all wanted the old Jess back.

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"Jess, come with me to get my phone?" Talia asked the girl, knowing if she didn't the girl would just follow her anyway. She gave a small nod, standing up and waking with the girl to Simon's room where Talia's phone was situated.

Jess sat on the bed while Talia went around the room, looking for her phone only to huff and stop. "I must've left it in Josh's when we were in there with frey. Stay here for a second, I'll just go get it."

Jess went to speak but Talia had already ran out the room making the girl frown, bringing her legs up to her chest to hug close to her. She felt anxious being on her own.

Her head snapped up when the door was opened before it was slammed shut. "Fucking Simon-" Tobi stopped speaking as he turned to see the girl sat on the bed. He frowned turning back to the door, "I- sorry." The boy went to open the door only for it to be jammed.

"Fuck.." the boy mumbled, pulling at the doors handle, leaning his head on the door. Jess realised the situation moving off the bed and to the floor where she tried hiding herself away from the boy.

Tobi glanced back to the girl, his frown deepening when noticing the girl began to shake. "Talia!" The boy yelled, trying to get out the room so Jess wouldn't be scared of him even more. He loved her with everything he had in him and to know she was scared of him, hurt. It hurt a lot.

Because he could remember the times where the two wild cuddle in his bed while the girl watched YouTube videos on his phone and he'd watch it over he shoulder. Or when they'd play fight and eventually just kiss which led them to have feelings for each other. He wanted that back but he knew it'd be different.

"Tobi?!" Talia called behind the door, trying to open the door but it wouldn't budge. "Talia, I'm in here with Jess." Talia tried pushing the door but she was too small to create any damage to the door. "I'm going to get Simon! Just keep her calm!" Talia shouted as she made her way downstairs.

"That's hard when's he's fucking terrified." The boy grumbled before turning to see the girl beginning to cry. His heart broke as small cries began to come from the girl making him inch closer to her.

"Jess-" the girl whimpered as Tobi spoke, not looking up to the boy as he inches closer to her. "Pl-please, d-don't hurt me." She whispered, holding her hands in front of her face to try and hide from the boy.

"It's me, Jess. It's tobes." The boy practically begged for the girl to recognise him. Recognise him for the boy he was when they'd watch movies years back and cuddle. Recognise him for the living man he was. But she just couldn't.

The girl tried keeping her cries in but she couldn't. "Please.." Tobi begged, "please, I want to hold you again. And to tell you I love you while cuddling into at night. Please just realise it's me. It's Tobi."

The boy was now bent in front of the girl as she cried, her hands reaching out to hold his own as she shook her head, "I'm s-sorry."

The door to the room was pushed in, Simon stumbling in as the girl stood up, rushing towards Talia who brought her in for a hug, looking to Tobi who was now sat against Simon's bed, crying softly into his hands, wishing he could have his Jess back again.