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[loud]T.B|J.B

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"ITS NOT MY FUCKING FAULT YOU'RE A PRICK!" Simon shouted as he pushed JJ away from him. The mad glare he held in his eyes even scaring JJ slightly.

Tobi whimpered in Harry's arms as he covered his ears as the two began to argue once more. It's like they never stopped. Well to Tobi anyway.

Tobi had always had a fear of when the boys began to fight and argue.

Ever since he was young, he'd hate loud noises, it scaring him into many panic attacks.

His mother was worried for his well being when in one of his panic attacks he hadn't stopped shaking and crying until he'd eventually passed out causing him to hit his head on the side of the kitchen counter.

She had took him to the hospital, the doctors prescribing him anti-anxiety pills to hopefully calm him down but he had stopped taking them years ago, wanting to feel grown up.

"Tobes, are you alright?" Harry questioned, trying to hide him from the two. Tobi just whimpered in response, a tear falling down his cheek.

He broke out from Harry's hold, running from the room when glass had been shattered. Tears fell down the boys face as he ran up the stairs, tripping every now and then, just wanting to feel safe.

The boy couldn't see through his tear filled eyes as he tried to make his way towards Josh's room, trying to make out the door's to which his was.

When finding it, he ran through the open door and into the far corner, curling up into a ball as he nuzzled his head into his knees.

Josh turned in his gaming seat, distracted from his editing when Tobi had entered. Taking his headset off, he could finally hear the arguing and see Tobi's small curled body in the corner of his room, little sniffles falling from his mouth.

"Tobi?" Josh spoke softly, not wanting to scare the boy as he began to approach him. "Don't hurt me, please." Tobi whispered, trying to hide his body from the boy.

Josh bit his lip as he bent down next to the boy, not pushing him to do anything. "Tobi, it's me, Josh. I won't hurt you, okay?" He whispered, holding his hands out to which the smaller flinched at, covering his ears from the constant shouts while opening his eyes to stare at Josh.

Josh felt his heart break at the boys tears eyes, slowly inching his hands closer to the boy before pulling him into his lap, shushing the boy who began to cry louder.

"Hey, hey, I got you. I'm here, it's okay." Josh hushed the boy, placing a small kiss to the boys forehead. He then began to hum a small tune, little things by one direction to be specific. It was their song, the one where they had came out to each other, the one where they shared their first kiss. The one where they fell in love.

"I know you've never loved,
The crinkles by your eyes when you smile," josh let his hand cup the smaller boys cheek as he mumbled the song to him,

"You've never loved your stomach or your thighs, The dimples in your back at the bottom of your spine," He then let his hands travel to the boys thighs, squeezing them before moving them to his back, moving his shirt up slightly and rubbed his back.

"But I'll love them endlessly,
I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth
But if I do, it's you
Oh, it's you, they add up to
I'm in love with you
And all these little things" Tobi joined in with mumbling the song, taking small breaths as he did.

"You can't go to bed without a cup of tea
And maybe that's the reason that you talk in your sleep
And all those conversations are the secrets that I keep
Though it makes no sense to me" Tobi sang his own bit, a small smile forming on his face as he leaned his head on his lovers, laughing a little after.

The two connected their lips for a small kiss, Josh wiping the boys eyes as he pulled away. He moved the boy to his bed, giving him small kisses from his forehead to his collar bone before kissing his lips.

"I'll go sort it out okay?" Josh whispered as he pulled himself up from the bed. Tobi reached forward, grabbing onto Josh's arm making the boy look at him. "Don't argue with them, please." Josh just nodded, kissing the top of the boys nose before making his way out of his room and down the stairs.

Once he was in sight of the two boys arguing in the living room, Harry, Vik and Ethan trying to break them up. Josh let out a small growl as he pushed past the three, pulling Simon and Jide away from each other and pushing them to opposite sides of the room.

"If Tobi ever runs to my room, shaking in fear again, I will fucking leave the group, leave the house and take him with me because I'm not having him crying in fear because of his friends." The boy growled lowly not allowing his voice to higher so Tobi could hear him.

Simon glared at Jide before Josh stepped in front of him, pointing to him, "and I fucking mean it. I don't care if it affects everyone, your fucking scaring my boyfriend." Simon's eyes widened at the words that flowed out of the boys mouth, the boys realising that Josh had just came out.

"You're-" "yes, no stop fucking fighting." And with that the boy left the room.