[im too broken , you're too perfect]T.B

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The girl stared at the wall as the music played in the apartment. Her eyes were glossy , already puffy from how much she was crying earlier. Obviously the comments got to her no matter how many times she was told they were just trolls on the internet. They were opinions on the girl and that hurt her.

She hadn't ever done anything to the boys , she had shown them nothing but love and support so when the hate comments came in she was hurt. And it's because of the girls scars.

All the scars that littered her arms. She barely shown them , forgetting that the video was going online for millions of people to see. The boys never brought up her attempts before but now that they Internet was going mad over it , she would have to explain.

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The girl sat in her room as the bangs on her doors got louder. The boys had tried to get hold of her after she aired off Lucy's text , making Lucy worried. Jess has always replied to Lucy except one time. The time she tried to commit , so being the cautious and worrisome girl Lucy was she tried getting the boys to help.

Lucy has seen the hate the other girl was getting , feeling weird. When she was shown on the sidemen videos people loved her , and she wanted nothing but love shown towards Jess.

She stood outside Jess' apartment door , trying to get the girl to open the door , but nothing seemed to be working. The boys had turned up , helping the girl try and get into the flat.

A smash from inside made the group stop before a small cry was heard from inside making Lucy kick the door down. "Jess!" The girl called out looking around , seeing things smashed everywhere. Her anxiety and anti-depression tablets scattered across the floor making Lucy sigh.

"She needs someone," the girl mumbled as she began to tidy up. She had seen this many times , having to tidy up time and time again. She already knew what the girl had done. "Just be gentle," she sighed as she picked up a bloodied razor , "she's not feeling good".

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Tobi had endured the girls girls break downs before. He had found her punching holes in her walls , letting her use him as a boxing bag before holding her as she sobbed. He had sent the fresh cuts before , making her promise to not do it again , so when Lucy has asked him to come over to the girls apartment because of the things occurring , he felt betrayed.

As he got there , he noticed the front door open making him walk right in to see Lucy cleaning up while some of the other boys were outside the girls room trying to open it. "She's not answering any of us tobes , I'm scared." Lucy spoke as she noticed the boy walk in. Tobi bowed his head as he walked over to the girls door , pushing Jide out of the way as he knocked lightly.

"Jessica , let me in." He heard the cry from the girls mouth making him try push the door open. "It's okay , blue. I'm not mad , just open the door" he spoke softly , trying to get the girl to open the door.

The lock to the door clicked making Tobi glance back at the boys before he entered the room , shutting the door after him , locking the door. He glanced around , seeing the girls room trashed , picture frames smashed on the floor , her phone on the floor , smashed as well.

He looked at the girl who was sat on the bed , covers wrapped around her , hiding her body away from him as she cried. Tobi sighed as he slipped his shoes off before tugging his hoodie off , walking over to the girl. He tugged the covers off her body , seeing the bandages wrapped around her wrists and thighs already becoming bloody but nether the less he put his hoodie on the girl , sighing as he rubbed the girls cheek with his thumb.

"Come on , I'll lay with you and you can tell me what's going on in that brain of yours." The boy let the girl lay down before laying in the bed himself , pulling the cover over the both of them. The girl sniffed as Tobi brought her in his arms , rubbing her back as she lightly cried.

"You promised me , blue. You promised me that you won't do it again," the boy whispered as he pulled back to look at the girls face. "I'm t-too broken for y-you. For e-everyone and you're t-to perfect f-for me." The girl hiccuped every so often , her hands grasping the boys shirt in her hands not wanting to be let go. Tobi shook his head as he let some of his own tears fall down his face. "I'm so sorry , baby , I'm so so sorry" he whispered as he kissed the girls head before pulling the hood of his hoodie over her head using his hand to make the girls face turn to his own.

"You're everything I want , okay? Don't let anyone tell you different. Your perfect to me , blue." And with those words the door to the girls room opened , Lucy coming in with food in her arms. "We got take away , and we're going to watch lilo and stitch if you want to join us" Tobi gave a nod towards the girl who then backed out the room leaving the two to talk once more.

"I love you , okay?" "I love you too"

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