Chasing A Trap (De Villa Series #1)

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"I regret pushing you away, I regret having a fake relationship with Kira, How I wish I can kiss you, please believe me."

Hindi ko napigilan at napaiyak sa mga paliwanag niya.

I regret not knowing their reasons before I push them away. I regret being rude to him and to Aki.

They both love each other but they never knew it because of me, because of the engagement.

I feel so sad for Akira because I was the hindrance to their love story but I can't also help but to feel so happy because now, Ryder loves me. We have the same feelings.

"I-I believe you, I believe you Ryder," sabi ko sa kabila ng hikbi ko at agad naman syang ngumiti bago hinawakan ang magkabilang pisngi ko at nagtama ang mga mata namin.

Patuloy parin akong umiiyak at tuloy-tuloy ang luha kahit pa nagsimula na siyang punasan ang luha ko.

"I'm sorry Nayumi," mahinang sabi nya habang pinupunasan ang luha ko, nakita ko naman ang nangingislap nyang mata, tanda na umiiyak din siya at doon mas bumuhos ang luha ko.

We both hurt each other, but I hope this time, love will heal us.

He bites his lips and I can't help but to touch it. Napalunok ako nang napanganga sya ng kunti dahil sa biglaang paghaplos ko sa malambot nyang labi.

Sayang wala 'yong piercing sa labi nya.

"I'm sorry Ryder, I'm sorry for being so rude and I---I still love you."

There, I already confess, I still love him and wala na akong nakikitang rason para hindi sabihin ito. I see how he smile and playfully bite his lips. Then slowly, he looks intently at my eyes down to my lips.

I licked my lips because of his stare in my lips. Will he kiss me?

"Can I-Can I kiss you?" he asked and licked his lips. Napalunok tuloy ako ng laway.

I can't believe he is still asking for permission! Now, my heart is beating too fast at gusto ng lumabas sa rib cage!

"Seriously? You still ask---uhmm"

Hindi ko na nasabi ng buo ang sasabihin ko dapat dahil naglapat na ang mga labi namin.

Lumaki ang mata ko habang sya ay napapikit na. Sobrang gulat ako dahil biglaan na lang nyang sinakop ang mukha ko at halikan, though he asked my permission pero hindi ko pa nare-ready ang puso ko eh! Nagsimula na namang bumilis ang tibok ng puso ko at baka marinig pa nya ito.

Pinikit ko ang mata ko nang makabawi na ako at kumapit sa mga braso nya.

Nang naramdaman nyang hindi ko sya itinulak kagaya noong una nya akong hinalikan ay nagsimula na nyang igalaw ang kanyang labi at mas lalong lumakas ang tibok ng puso ko, kung may ilalakas pa sya! Damn! Para akong maatake sa puso neto!

We are kissing under Luna and the city lights and that is one of my dreams before, kissing the one I love under the moon and the stars.

I can't believe it is happenning now!

Sobra na ang tibok ng puso ko at nakadagdag pa ang marahang paggalaw ng hinlalaki nya sa pisngi ko at ang pagtama ng ilong namin. He tilted his head and start to bite my lower lips.

"Damn Nayumi, I swear I'll punch Engineer Gonzaga for tasting this first," mahinang sabi niya nang naghiwalay ng kunti ang labi namin at nagkatitigan. Napasinghap ako sa narinig at papaluin na sana sya kaso kagaya kanina, sinakop na naman nya ang mukha ko at mariing hinalikan.

He kissed me again and this time, I encircled my hands in his nape and deepen our kiss. Ang tamis ng labi nya at nakaka-adik! I want to taste every parts of his mouth.