constant war

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please understand
we love you

as your lips
utter words
only we can be scared of

as you push
buttons upon buttons
for hours on end

pointing fingers
at all of us

shine a spotlight
on the honored guest

crap on the rest
of them

can't you see
that we care?

you threaten ropes
and knives
as they embrace
my arms and legs

flashes
and numbness
of being reminded
our love wasn't enough

you show your knees
like they are battle wounds
from scrubbing a bathroom

remind us
it's our fault
they're bruised

remind us
that your body is aching
as you soak
in your own remedies
in your own pities

stick a leash
on one of us
to do your bidding

because you did
the one thing you were meant to

and we listen
because we want you to know
that we love you

in turn
we are dragged
on kitchen floors
to our stained living room carpet

only fed your anger
or left to starve
empty of anything

please get that
we care

but i realized
we are in a war
always in a war

as bullets ricochet
and blood hits the walls

no one is winning

even if i hold up
my white flag
to surrender

your lens
make you see
red

and you continue shooting.

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