A Slayer At The Vendetta (Town of Laodicea Series #1 COMPLETED)

THIRTY FOUR: THE DESERTION

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What is more disappointing? Choosing the wrong thing even if it means of being selfish yet happy at the same time, or choosing the right thing even it will hurt each other hearts and kill you inside? 

How can you choose something when you don't have a choice anymore? 

See? The world is unfair to me, if it's not getting the life of my family, it will complicate things just to take my happiness away from me. And like what my mom said, Love is not selfish, and Love keeps no records of wrong. This is the only way I can love Paris, when the time comes, I hope he understand it the way I understand him.

I cried to Zed last night, he took me into a restaurant nearby and we had dinner, even I don't have an appetite. He didn't say anything, he just listened to my cry until I calm down. Zed was the only person who can comfort me other than Paris, and like Paris he knows my weaknesses so well. Maybe the reason why Zed can't get himself a girlfriend, because he's busy taking care of me as his younger sister. And I keep him for that. 

Bumalik din ako sa University pagkatapos siya na lang ang pinagpaliwanag ko sa guard. Hindi ako makatulog kaya tinapos ko na lang lahat ng special homework na pinagawa ng mga professor sa akin. Nang matapos ko ang lahat ng iyon ay umaga na, kaya naligo at ginamot ko na lang ang sugat ko. Gusto ko sanang pumunta sa infarmary para ipatingin ang sugat ko, pero takot ko na lang na baka makasalubong ko si Paris. 

Today I wore a simple pink longsleeves tucked in black highwaist shorts and black high knee boots. I put a light make up and fixed my hair. Sa cafeteria na lang ako mag aalmusal since malapit ng mag 7:30. My eyes were puffed and my eyebags were evident. I put more concealer but its not enough, so i just wore my pink eye glasses to cover my eyes. 

Bumaba na ako pagkatapos, ganoon pa rin ang mga estudyante sa akin, ngumingiti at bumabati sa akin. As usual, I did the same too, even it's hard to smile. Nang makarating sa cafeteria ay hindi ko na inilibot ang paningin ko, at nagtungo na lang sa counter. I ordered their usual breakfast meal and strawberry milk and coffee. Ginala ko lang ang paningin ko ng matapos, para hanapin ang upuan nila Jesse. 

Nakita ko agad sila dahil sa pagkaway nila sa akin, malalaki pa ang ngiti at parang sabik na sabik makita ako. Ngumiti ako sa kanila at nagtungo sa table nila, nilapag ko muna ang tray ko bago ko sila inabot para yakapin.

"Gosh! We missed you girl!" si Aira.

I missed them too.

"How are you? Nag-aalala kami," tanong ni Jesse nang humiwalay ako sa kanila.

"I'm fine, my Auntie wants me to go home that night so I need to leave. I lost my phone by the way," I answered smiling.

Umupo muna ako para magsimula nang kumain, at makausap sila ng maayos. 

"Mark and I are together now," Jesse said proudly. 

Nanlaki ang mga mata ko at natuwa sa sinabi niya. 

"Congrats!" I congratulate her. 

I've been waiting for them to be together, and I'm so happy for the both of them.

"Thank you!" she thanked me.

"How are you and Paris?" Ellen asked.