Through the Awakening (Harry Styles) [Bk. 2]

45. Beautiful Confession

Author's Note

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Song: Unbreakable- Jamie Scott

Harry's POV

I couldn't seem to fall asleep right away and part of the reason is because i am lying next to Elizabeth. It has been so long since i have been this close to her and right now it feels so unreal. I place my right arm under my head and turn my head to look at her, she looks so flawless.

I shake my head as i take in her busted lip and bruised cheek. My poor angel, if i wouldn't have left none of this wouldn't have happened. 

I will make all of this better. We will start fresh and this time i will not let her go, never again. 

I sigh and close my eyes ready to fall asleep when i feel something touch my chest. I knit my eyebrows and look down seeing Elizabeth move lazily onto me. She nuzzled her head in my neck and threw her arm over my torso fisting at my tshirt. I smile moving my arm from under my head and gently wrap both of my arms around her before letting sleep take over me. 

Elizabeth's POV

I groan rolling onto my side, rubbing my eyes with the back of my hands. I opened my eyes, blinking, trying to adjust to the morning light seeping through my window. I reach over to the  other side of the bed, immediately sitting up finding it empty. I tossed the blankets off of me and climb out of bed walking out of the bedroom. As i walk down the hallway, my  nose quickly takes in the smell of bacon. 

I smile stepping into the kitchen seeing Harry standing in front of the stove. 

"What are you doing?" I ask crossing my arm over my chest, lazily walking over to him.  Harry removes his attention from the sizzling bacon in front of him and smiles down at me. His hair wasy a curly mess, but i like it. 

"Well, good morning to you too. I slept great, thank you for asking." I roll my eyes as Harry turns around placing the pieces of bacon onto two plates on the counter by the stove. He then places the pan down, tuning off the stove.

"Alright, love, here you go." Harry announced placing the two plates onto the small wooden table in front of us. I glance down at the plate, it smells and looks delicious. There were two pieces of bacon, hashbrowns and a cheese omelet.

I pull out a chair and sat down starring at the plate of food in disbelief. "Harry, you really didn't have to make breakfast." I say glacing up at him as he walked over with two glasses of orange juice, gently placing them next to our plates. 

Harry chuckled. "It's just food, Elizabeth" He said sitting down in front of me, picking up his fork and begins to eat. I reach for my fork and pick at a few hasbrowns and pop it into my mouth. 

"Thank you, Harry." I smile at him and continue on eating. 

"Is that all your going to eat?" Harry asked looking down at my half eaten plate as he brought his glass of juice to his lips drinking the last bit. I look down at his empty plate then back at mine and bite my lip. 

'Yea, I'm not really that hungry" I shrug. "But it was delicous" I smile. 

"Thank you" Harry says eyeng me carefully and folds his arms ontop of the table. 

"What?" I ask knitting my eyebrows together, feeling my heart start to race with the way he was looking at me. 

Harry sighs."Okay before i say anything, please promise me you won't get mad?"

I cross my arms over my chest. Where is he going with this? "I promise" I nod. 

"I read your diary." He admits quickly  looking down at the table. "I know i shouldn't have done it but i just really needed to know what was going on."

'It's okay" I nod. In all honesty, i was not mad. 

"Really?" He asks looking up at me. I nod giving him a small smile. Why would i want to be mad and cause a fight if we are trying to get along?

Harry ran a hand through his perfectly  messed up hair "Alright, so anyways when i was reading your diary... i read that you haven't really eaten much." Harry mumbles and my heart stops. CRAP!

"Is that true?" He asked starring at me with soft green eyes. 

""Yea." I mumbled moving my hands onto my lap and twine my fingers together, starring down at them. 

"Why, Ellie?" Harry asks in a sad tone. 

"I just... I mean the things that went on with Aaron i just, sometimes he wouldn't worry wither we ate or not..." I pause and look up at him. "I mean i guess it started like that then his friends started to make rude comments and... i guess it got out of control" I shrug. 

Harry stares at me, his face expressionless and slowly gets up from his chair and walks aorund the table. He stands beside me and grabs my hand standing me up.  I stare at him confused as to what he might do. 

"I'm sorry" Harry whispers grabbing both of my hands stroking his thumbs against my skin. "I know this is all my fault. If i hadn't left or if i was normal then-"

"Harry Styles!" I scowl, interrupting him. "Don't you dare make this your fault." I say sternly looking into his eyes. I pull my hands away from his and place them gently on either side of his face, keeping his eyes locked with mine.

"I don't want you to be normal, Harry." I shake my head. "I want you to be alive." 

Harry smiles at me wrapping his fingers around my wrists removing my hands from his face. His hands move to down to mine and pulls them around his waist. I tangled my fingers together behind him and he wraps his arms around me and i feel my heart begin to race. 

"Elizabeth, I can honestly say that before you i was not alive." Harry confessed keeping his eyes focused on mine. "I have done a lot of horrible things and for some reason you don't let that bother you because  somehow you saw good in me...Your my angel, Elizabeth."He  pauses and bites his lip. "I love you." 

My lips part at his words and i stand on my toes pressing my lips agaisnt his removing my arms from his waist placing them around his neck. Harry did not react right away but after a beat he kissed me back. 

I pull away from him and Harry blinks at me, confused as to what happend. I giggle.

"I love you too, Harry."