Through the Awakening (Harry Styles) [Bk. 2]

55.Calm

Author's Note

Hey my loves! Here is another update for you guys i hope you enjoy!!! Sorry if this is short and crappy i just really wanted to update something, but trust me the chapter that are next are going to be better. LOVE YOU!

Elizabeth’s POV

As soon as we got home I quickly headed up the stairs to our bedroom, wanting to be away from everybody. I am a bit calmer than I was before but I still feel a bit nervous and anxious.  Why did I even start panicking anyway? God, I hate this… and I really hope that none of them hate me for ruining our shopping trip.

I close the bedroom door behind me leaning my back against it releasing a small sigh. I open my eyes and walk over to our closet and I immediately groan once my eyes landed on the heaps of clothes. I have completely forgotten about them. I love Harry nothing is going to change that but it’s just…this isn’t me.  

I went through all of the clothes but found nothing that I wanted. I want something comfortable, loose and lazy and none of these fall into any of those categories.  I give up on trying to find something and just walk over to Harry’s side and took off one of his jumpers off of a hanger. He won’t mind anyways. I close the closet doors once I step out and hastily walk into the bathroom.

Once I step inside I immediately close the door with my foot and place Harry’s jumper on top of the counter by the sink. I turn on the bathroom lights and move my hands to the hem of my shirt pulling it up over my head tossing it onto the floor. I grabbed Harry’s jumper and placed it on before sitting down on the floor.

How could I be so stupid? What the hell is wrong with me? Sooner or later I know if I keep this up I’m going to lose him and that thought scars me most of all.

Harry’s POV

Thankfully, Elizabeth calmed down on the drive home.  I don’t think I have ever seen her like that before, it seriously terrified me.

“Hey, mate” Liam says as I walk out of the kitchen. He’s sitting on the couch in front of the T.V in the living area with an arm wrapped around Sophia’s shoulders.

“Hey” I smile stopping at the bottom of the stairs holding a mug of hot chocolate.

“What are you doing?”

“Oh, I just made Elizabeth some hot chocolate.” I shrug.

“Where is she?” Sophia asked.

“She is changing upstairs” I murmur and they both knit there eyebrows at me.

“Are you alright?” Sophia asks leaning forward, sitting up straight.

“Yea” I nod trying my best to give them a smile. I sigh and shake my head. “No, not really” I say truthfully and walk forward placing the mug of hot chocolate onto the coffee table.

“I just…seeing her like that terrified me.” I admit and cross my arms over my chest.

“These things happen” Sophia says reassuringly. “She isn’t the only one who gets panic attacks.” I nod and lean down picking up the mug off the coffee table.

“I’m going to go check on her” I say dismissing myself and walk up the stairs. As I walked down the hall that lead to the bathroom I saw Elizabeth walking towards me in my grey jumper and sweat pants, and I feel a slow grin form on my lips.

“Hey” She smiles at me knotting her hands together in front of her.

“Hey, I was just bringing you this” I say holding the mug out to her. Elizabeth’s smile grows bigger as she places her small hands around it.

“Thank you” She replies pulling the mug in front of her mouth blowing at it before taking a sip. “I was just heading down actually”

“Oh” I say raising my eyebrows at her. “Are you sure you don’t want to sleep yet?” I ask her, after her episode I assumed she would go to sleep early.

“No, I’m just not sleepy yet. I just want to go downstairs for a while” I nod and grab her hand leading us back downstairs.

“Hey, Elizabeth, how are you feeling?” Eleanor asks her as we step into the living room. I turn my head to look at her and she is giving Eleanor a small smile.

“I’m fine” She nods releasing my hand walking over to the couch sitting down.

“Well then you made it just in time because we were just about to start a movie.”

Elizabeth’s POV

I lean back into the couch waiting for the movie to start. I am feeling a bit tired but not tired enough to go to sleep.

“I’ll go get us a snack” Harry whispers to me getting up from the couch.  I nod and take another sip of my hot chocolate. Hmm…delicious.

“Oh, what did you bring?” Niall asked sitting on the floor in front of me holding a can of soda in his hand. I look up and see Harry walk around the coffee table and sit back down next to me. Harry smiled and held up a bag of gummy bears.

“Of course” Niall groans. “Why do I even ask?” I giggle and place my mug on the coffee table as Harry opened the plastic bag.

“Here you go, love” Harry says holding the bag out to me. I reach in and grab a few gummy bears before leaning into his chest and begin to eat them slowly placing my full attention on the TV.