Blown to Forever (Montereal Series #1) COMPLETED

Chapter 30

After that Kendrick never bothered me anymore. Ngayon ko lang na realize na mas better palang palagi niya akong kinukulit kesa sa ganito na parang hangin lang ako sa kanya.

Pumapasok ako sa first subject ko at palagi ko siyang naabutang tulog, minsan naman tulala siya at hindi manlang ako tinataponan nang tingin. Napapansin ko din ang sunod sunod niyang pag absent. Pag kumakain ako sa cafeteria diko siya nakikita, hindi narin siya sumasama sa apat.

"Can we talk?" Rianah said. Nasa cafeteria ako kasama si Vien. Napatigil si Vien sa pagkain at napatingin sa akin.

Namumula ang mata niya at mukhang galing lang sa pag iyak.
"For what?"

"May sasabihin lang ako. Okay lang ba kong tayo lang dalawa at hindi dito?"

Wala man akong ideya sa gusto niyang pag-usapan ay tumango na ako "O-okay"

Umalis na siya kaya agad na akong tumayo "Una na muna ako Vien"

"Hoyy sabihin mo pag inaway ka non" pahabol niya. Tumango lang ako. Hindi naman siguro yung gagawin ni Rianah.

Naglakad na ako palabas, nakita kong naghihintay siya. When she see me she smile. Yung tawang may dalang sakit.

Naglakad siya at sumunod lang ako hanggang makarating kami sa likod nang gym. May puno doon at upuan na gawa sa kahoy, first time ko atang nakapunta dito. The air was fresh.

"Okay lang ba dito?" Mabait niyang tanong.

I smile and nod "yes".

Umupo siya sa dulong bahagi kaya umupo din ako sa kabilang dulo. Hindi siya nagsasalita but i heard her sobbing. Nilingon ko siya at tama nga ako umiiyak siya.

"K-endrick is such a sweet man" nakangiti niyang sabi at bumaling sa akin. Umiiyak siya habang sinasabi yun.

I nod.

"I've known him since we we're kids" she breath deeply. "He was my savior when i got bullied, that's why i grow up having him and as times goes by i fall inlove with him" she sadly smile.

Parang may sakit na dumaan sa puso ko nang makitang nasasaktan siya. I feel jealous too kasi una niyang nakilala si Kendrick bago ako.

"When we entered highschool nakilala namin sina Brayle, Yhuan, Xan and Cayfer. We became great friends. I try to confess my feelings on him and i was lucky cause he feels the same" nakatitig siya ngayon sa kawalan.

I don't know what to say.

"Do you know how much happy i am that time? Subrang saya ko noon" pagpapatuloy niya. "Our relationship goes stronger not until i decided to go to US and leave him all alone" pumiyok ang boses niya sa huli.

"Why didn't you offer him a long distance relationship?" tanong ko. I feel sad for her pero sa kalooblooban ko masaya ako kasi kong hindi yung nangyari sa kanila hindi magiging kami ni Kendrick.

Lumingon siya sa akin "I couldn't offer him that." Malungkot siyang ngumiti. "Alam mo ba kung gano ako nasaktan non? Subrang sakit. I had left no choice but to leave him. I was just praying there na sana pag balik ko ako padin, na sana walang magbabago, na sana hihintayin niya ako. When i heard about you akala ko bet kalang talaga. But seeing him begging for your forgiveness, i realize that i lost him already" umiiyak niyang saad.

I can feel her pain. Siguro kong ako ang nasa posisyon niya hindi ko kailan man matatanggap. I will ruin them no matter what. If i was on her position i will hate the girl and make her life a leaving hell.

Umusog siya palapit sa akin at hinawakan ang kamay ko.

"Marrie, i know you still love him"sigurado niyang sabi and i know she's right.

I nod "I still love him" naluluha kong saad.

"Then be with him. Just give him another chance"

"I'm s-cared"

"Just take risk. He deserve it"

"How can you say this, when i know you really love him?" Takang tanong ko. How can she said this to me? Kasi kong ako yung nasa lugar niya diko kakayanin.

She sigh "Because i love him. I want to see the old Kendrick smiling kahit hindi na ako ang dahilan" i can feel the pain in her voice. Kung durog man ako alam kong mas nasasaktan siya. "Kendrick has been loyal to you. Before i cameback here i plan to steal Kendrick away from you. I know you saw the video when we kiss, Kendrick doesn't have a clue that i'll kiss him, he was shock that time and talk to me about it. The gym scene also, i kiss him that time cause i know you'll be there. Kasi akala ko after kung gawin yun magiging akin siya ulit" she sob. "But i was wrong dahil don naging miserable siya. I couldn't seen the old Kendrick, I couldn't seen my bestfriend anymore. That's the reason why i talk to you right now"

Nakaramdam ako nang galit dahil sa sinabi niya but i understand her for doing that. She just try to win Kendrick back.

Tulala lang akong nakikinig sa kanya, hindi ko alam kong ano ang dapat kong sabihin. I know she's right.

"So please! Take risk. Be with him and don't leave him no matter what" she beg. No!. More on i can see a woman setting free the man she love even if it means she'll be broken.

She prove that when you really love the person you will set him free. I really adored her for doing all of this.

I nod.

She smile and stand. "I wish you will never commit the same mistake i did... Fight for him cause he deserve it" huli niyang sinabi bago tuluyang umalis.

I was left there sitting thinking everything. Maybe all this time i was just blind by the pain i felt without realizing how Kendrick felt. I was so dumb for not giving him a chance to explain.

Rianah just made me realize that when you really love the person you'll take risk and i know Kendrick really deserve that. This time i'll take another risk kung masasaktan ulit edi ouch!

Agad akong tumayo. I'll talk to Kendrick. This time i'll let my heart win.