Dance of My Life (Dream Series 1)

PERFORMANCE 20

CHAPTER 20

Choose

"They keep saying bad things about you and ate Verina!" Xiah's shout filled all over the condo.

"Sana hindi mo nalang sila pinansin!"

Paakyat pa lang ako sa taas dahil kagagaling ko lang sa BMB entertainment ng ito ang madatnan ko.

Away ng magkapatid.

"How kuya? They keep bothering me, they keep telling that ate Verina is a slut at ginayuma ka!"

Kumunot ang nook o at dahan dahang lumapit sa pinto ng kuwarto ni Xiah. Nakasarado ito kaya tanging boses lang nila ang naririnig ko.

"But it is wrong to bully them... hindi kita tinuruang manakit Xiah." Mahinahon ng pagkakasabi ni Lexus.

"Nauna sila Kuya, hindi mo alam kung ano ang mga masasakit na salitang sinabi nila kay ate at sayo, kuya."

"But you knew that it wasn't true right? Ignoring them is the best way. Not hurting them." May pangangaral na sa boses ni Lexus.

"I was guilty, Kuya. May kasalanan din ako, kung hindi ko na sana kayo pinilit na sumayaw sa program namin. Wala na sanang nakuhanan na litrato niyo." Narinig ko ang mga hikbi ni Xiah.

"Hey, Xiah. Listen to me. Hindi mo iyon kasalanan, okay? Wala sa ating may gusto na mangyari iyon. You only ask for help at desisyon namin ng ate Verina mo na sumayaw sa araw na iyon. So, don't blame yourself." Lexus said in his soft voice almost whispering to Xiah pero hindi iyon nakatakas sa pandinig ko.

"I'm sorry, kuya... if I hurt someone. I j-just don't know what to do that time." Patuloy pa rin ang iyak ni Xiah.

"Shhh, tahan na. Bukas kakausapin natin ang principal. Ipapaliwanag natin ng maayos ang nangyari and say sorry to your classmates. They will not suspend you in your class, okay?" Pag-aalo ni Lexus kay Xiah.

Dahan dahan kong natutop ang bibig ko sa narinig kong pag-uusap nilang dalawa. Hindi lang pala si Lexus ang nadamay ko. It also includes Xiah. Now she got a problem in her school because of that article, because of me...

Now there's one thing that came up in my mind, na mula pa kahapon ay pinagiisipan ko na. I think it is best and right thing to do.

Tomorrow morning, I will be gone in their condo.

Dear Lexus,

Hey Lexus, this letter seems corny for you and I don't do this stuff, if you knew me I prefer talking someone in person than do this. But this is the only way I can talk to you in this situation. Knowing what happened, wala na akong mukang maihaharap sa iyo, hard to admit but I feel embarrassed right now. I feel embarrassed because since we met, you already show kindness in me, pero ito lang ang magiging kapalit ng ginawa mo para sa akin. Pasakit sa inyo.

You are here since then to help me at dahil sa mga tulong mo naipagpapatuloy ko ang pag abot sa pangarap ko but I don't deserve it, I don't deserve your kindness kasi sa pagtulong mo sa akin masisira pa ang pangarap mo. We already know that the goal of a person who upload the article was only for me, to ruin me pero nadamay ka. I got you troubled.... at ito ang bagay na pinaka iniiwasan ko.

I appreciate your feelings for me, in fact I also tried to open my heart for you but I choose to close it again because I think this is not the right time and place for that. I am still struggling to fix my life. I am still a complicated woman, magulo pa ang buhay ko ngayon at ayokong madamay ka. I don't deserve your feelings for me. You deserve someone who can embrace you, you deserve someone who can return your feelings and you deserve someone better... than me. I am very sorry Lexus that I choose to leave like this unnoticed. Deepest sorry for you and Xiah that I got you involve in my complicated life.