My Psycho Boyfriend ( Selesai✔️ )

Tiga Puluh Delapan

Bianca sedang memainkan gitar ditangannya sambil bernyanyi dengan penuh penghayatan.

Ia sedang memainkan beberapa lagu yang mewakili perasaannya saat ini.

Gitar sudah menjadi teman setia nya dari dulu, saat ia merasa sedih ia akan bernyanyi sambil memetik gitar kesayangannya.

Setelah selesai dengan lagu yang pertama bianca kembali memetik gitarnya hingga menciptakan suara yang merdu.

Kali ini ia menyanyikan lagu lewis capaldi berjudul before you go.

I fell by the wayside like everyone else
I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, but I was just kidding myself
Our every moment, I start to replace
'Cause now that they're gone, all I hear are the words that I needed to say

When you hurt under the surface
Like troubled water running cold
Well, time can heal, but this won't

So, before you go
Was there something I could've said to make your heart beat better?
If only I'd have known you had a storm to weather
So, before you go
Was there something I could've said to make it all stop hurting?
It kills me how your mind can make you feel so worthless
So, before you go

Was never the right time, whenever you called
Went little by little by little until there was nothing at all
Our every moment, I start to replay
But all I can think about is seeing that look on your face

When you hurt under the surface
Like troubled water running cold
Well, some can heal, but this won't

So, before you go
Was there something I could've said to make your heart beat better?
If only I'd have known you had a storm to weather
So, before you go
Was there something I could've said to make it all stop hurting?
It kills me how your mind can make you feel so worthless
So, before you go

Would we be better off by now
If I'd have let my walls come down?
Maybe, I guess we'll never know
You know, you know

Before you go
Was there something I could've said to make your heart beat better?
If only I'd have known you had a storm to weather
So, before you go
Was there something I could've said to make it all stop hurting?
It kills me how your mind can make you feel so worthless
So, before you go

Bianca menyanyikannya dengan penuh penghayatan, matanya terpejam menikmati lagu yang ia nyanyikan.

Saking menghayatinya bianca tidak menyadari sang mama yang sudah berdiri di depan pintu kamarnya.

Diana hanya terseyum melihat anak gadisnya yang sedang sedih itu, " anak gadis mama lagi galau? " ujar diana setelah sekian lama hanya berdiri dan memperhatikan bianca.

" mama? " panggil bianca terkejut.

Diana melangkahkan kakinya masuk dan mendudukan dirinya di sebelah bianca.

" mama dari kapan berdiri disitu? " tanya bianca.

" dari pas kamu nangis sambil bilang ' kangenn elzaaa ' " kata Diana sambil terkikik geli.

" mana ada! Aku ga bilang kayak gitu yaa, mama ni suka ngada ngada " kata bianca sambil mencebikkan bibirnya.

Diana tertawa, setelah beberapa detik ia menghentikan tawanya lalu mengusap lembut kepala bianca.

" ada apa? Mau cerita? " tanya Diana, tangannya masih senantiasa terus mengelus rambut indah bianca.

" hubungan bi sama elza lagi renggang " kata bianca lesu.