43. Daniel Krasinski

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BTS Household

Jangmi - Hwan's Room

Hwan - Jangmi's POV

Oh, My Freaking God! I'm panicking like mad. I will literally have an anxiety attack now. No! A heart attack. Oh, God! I can't even think straight. My brain is refusing to work. I can't breathe. I know! I need to call Rosa and have to meet her.

I fumble around and find my phone. My hands shake as I call Rosa. She doesn't pick up. I had to talk to her. It was very important and it couldn't wait. I kept on calling until she picked up. "What the hell, Jangmi? You know that if I don't pick up the phone, you are supposed to wait till I call you-"

I cut her scolding and said, "I might have an idea about who took Mom and where she might be. And I have some questions that only you can answer. I need to meet you. We can't talk on the phone!" Rosa paused for a few moments before saying, "Okay. But you're not coming to see me. I'll come see you after I'm done. Don't do anything until I come."

She cut the phone before I could say anything. I placed my phone on my side table and sat down on my bed with my head between my knees. I couldn't believe it. I tried to calm myself down and kept shaking.

I never lose control like this. But this was too much for me. I stood up and took the album from my desk and sat back down. I opened the album to the wedding photo. I opened my phone and opened the photo of Daniel Krasinski.

It was still hard to believe. I kept comparing the two pictures. The truth was right in front of my eyes. The guy behind all of this was none other than Jeong Chanwook. My so-called dead father. The guy who I don't even remember is after me. Great!

My phone lit up with a message. It was Rosa. She told me that it would take her longer than she expected and that I should text her and tell her a bit about whatever I knew.

I just clicked a picture of the wedding photo and sent it to Rosa along with the picture of Krasinski and wrote 'Daniel Krasinski'. I knew for sure that she would understand everything as soon as she saw the pictures. It was less than a minute before her call came. "Who is Daniel Krasinski?" I was confused. I thought she knew who my father was. "Rosa. This is my father, Jeong Chanwook. As in Daniel Krasinski. I'm trying to find out more about everything still. I-"

Suddenly I heard a screech from Rosa's side. It seemed that she was struggling. "Rosa? Rosa, what's going on? ROSA!?" There was no response. I could only hear Rosa shouting vaguely and some men speaking.

Deep inside I knew that my worst nightmare was coming to reality but I failed to accept it. I kept the phone glued to my ear praying to hear Rosa's voice. But, boy, how wrong could I've been. A deep voice belonging to a man spoke, "Hello, Jangmi. We'll meet soon." The line cut off.

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I was breathing heavily. The one and only person who could help me is gone. How am I supposed to save Mom now that Rosa is also gone. Who knows if Rosa and Mom would even be alive by the time I get there. Oh, God! I was shaking with fear. I was completely lost now. I felt like I would die. I needed help. My brain wasn't working. I was having a mental breakdown. I knew it was a panic attack.

I started having those since I was 4. Usually, Mom would be around and would be able to help me. And when she wouldn't be around I normally could go through them by myself. But right now nothing was working. I don't understand what to do. I tried what Mom would make me do when it got bad. I tried counting till 10 and controlled my breathing.

It managed to help me enough to get up and search for my anti anxiety pills. It had been more than 10 years since I took it. A few years after getting the prescription I stopped taking the pills with me, I didn't need them.

And if anything, I would have mom with me. The only reason I had these pills with me now was because Mom told me, "There might be a day when I'm not around." I took the pills out of my cupboard. I needed water.

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I got out of my room and started going down the stairs. Suddenly, I started feeling dizzy. I tried to balance myself and get to the kitchen for water. But I couldn't. I held onto the railing. My breathing started going out of control again. I felt like I would fall any minute. I sat down on the stairs for a few moments to regain control. The dizziness decreased.

I stood up once again to go down the stairs, but how wrong I was. A new wave of dizziness hit me. I was completely unstable. My hands gripped the railing tight enough for my knuckles to turn white. I felt someone call my name. I moved my head around trying to figure out the source but was unable to.

Everything was spinning and blurry. I made the mistake of moving one step down. The dizziness took over. I lost my balance and my grip on the railing loosened. I was about to fall when someone caught me.

I was not able to recognize who caught me. The person took all of my weight on them and helped me down the stairs and sat me down on the couch before calling out for help. I leaned back on the couch and tried to control my breathing again. Someone came near me and asked me something. I couldn't understand. My head was spinning. I managed to croak out, "I need water..."

The person stayed where they were. It seemed like someone else had come too. A few seconds later, I felt a glass in my hand. I was sweating profusely. I tried to open the pill box but my hands were shaking too much. I felt someone take the pills from my hand and give me a pill in my hand with water. It felt like I was burning up. I had started developing a fever. All the pressure was messing with my health.

Once again it was getting difficult for me to hold the glass because of the shaking. I could barely sit. I felt someone sit beside me and hold me by my shoulders while someone else helped me swallow the pill with water. After taking the pill, I closed my eyes and let myself fall onto the shoulder of the person beside me waiting for the pills to take effect.

I heard someone talking about calling a doctor. I immediately opened my eyes and tried to stand up."No! Don't call the doctor. I'll be fine..." I mumbled. Once again a wave of dizziness hit. I felt everything go blurry and out of focus. I gripped the arm of the couch to control the dizziness.

I felt someone remove my hand and take me into an embrace. A warm comforting embrace. I needed to hold something. Something to assure that I won't be alone and that I will get through this and everything will be fine. I held onto the person embracing me for dear life.

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