Want you back

Chapter 3

I'm just staring this chapter with my  favourite cover of Hollywood's bleeding and numb mash up. Okies moving on with the chapter

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Jason Pov

I always get irritated if my lady luck is not in her cabin while I enter into mine. My baby as always been my good luck charm through the entire four years of our love life. Her gorgeous smile with that sparkling intense grey eyes makes my whole damn day complete.

Just like everyday I entered the building and peeped at her cabin like a high school kid who searched for his crush., but she was not thereee. I pouted my lips ... And stomped into my cabin

After a couple of hours a click - clack sound covered the entire second floor of the building. My angry pout turned into a happy smile because I know thats my women in her striking heels holding every men's attention in the building. Hmm though i'm jealous AF I am not against it either too, because my women is that hot steaming hot.. no man can resist her hotness .. yes I'm the first man in that list and I  feel so proud about that.

Though I loved her with every ounce of my heart , I don't like to express it to her . I always maintained a rough image .. guess I might be a sadist ha ..ha..ha..(my mind)  NO I'm not a sadist (my heart) U BOTH SHUT UP (my soul or maybe my body).. there is a reason why I maintained this tough and rough  image.

The main reason for me being hard ,is to bring out her vulnerable side . which she never likes to expose it to anyone ..she always had that bold and courageous look which makes her intimidating in front of others .. but I know the amount of pain she went though to become this intimidating especially how much she  struggled  to overcome her haunting past...sigh . Actually still now she didn't over come it , just hiding the pain with a smile.

That's why I like to expose her vulnerable side (only to me). Which pops out only after her angry phase .. when she is vulnerable, I would like to have her in my arm with a tight embrace, let her cry out as much as she can to ease the pain in her heart  and plant a soft comforting kiss , tell that I'm always there to protect you , it's okay to cry for once in a while ..you don't have to push your self by wearing that strong  courageous look , it's okay to show your weak side to me ..I'm always there for you .  These are the words I would like to say but she never allows me to do that . Not only with strangers even in front of me she puts that strong intimidating looks sigh.. I dnt want her to act strong atleast in front me ...

I just want that raw side of her...

As soon as she came inside her cabin, she grabbed some folders and came into my cabin. Oh my god why she have to be that stunning, her wine shaded shirt and that short black  skirt perfectly exposed her hour glass figure. Plus her golden tanned long legs mmmmmmm, gosh Caren baby WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME please show some mercy don't kill me with your hotness ,I have a freakin whole damn company to run baby ..

With a gorgeous smile planted on her full lips , she placed the files on the table.

Her strong first rain drop perfume scent filled my entire cabin with such a romantic vibe. I took a deep breath to control the crazy lub-dub sound banging from my poor little heart . I wiped the corner of lips to erase the evidence of my drool. Buckled up and ready to face my lady with pro.. prof.. profes.. professio..professionalism .. how can I be professional if my women is that beautiful ...

But I have too (weeped in side my heart) . I gathered all my breath and shouted from the top of my lung "YOU ARE LATE MISS HOMME". (Actually she was late ..he..he) after shouting I turned from her. Though I turned around facing my PC , I can feel her gorgeous smile vanished from her cherry red lips .