Can't Believe It [An BTS×ATEEZ×Reader FANFICTION] (Completed)✔

39: The Pain in My Heart

[A/N: Listening to any song that shows nostalgic love for someone is perfect for this chapter. Most preferably "Make Me (Cry)" by Noah Cyrus ft. Labrinth. 

Also, Trigger Warning for those who are sensitive to words like $uicid3, D3ath, p1ll 0verdos3 and sl1tting wri$ts.

But still, Enjoy😐]

"Could please say it again?"

She sighed before she said,

"Kim Seokjin."

..........

I felt like the whole world had started to turn the opposite way when I heard that name. I just said,

"W.. what? I.. Kim Seokjin?"

Jiae realised my change of emotions in a second and asked,

"Why? Oh! You're not being able to believe it because he is your best friend, Taehyung's bandmate. But that's true."

I then gave her a look of confusion and asked,

"But, how do you know?"

She had a shy smile on her face as she elaborated,

"Every girl in high school, even the female teachers had fallen deep for Seokjin since day 1. Until you and Taehyung walked in there."

Ah! I knew just what she was speaking of. Because ever since we, Taehyung and I, had started to study together in high school and college, every girl, young or old, just fell in love with his CGV looks and adorably careless character.

But in high school, he had became the "Queenka less Kingka", whereas I just stayed as the unmessable dreamgirl who had a rich dad and bone breaking Taekwondo skills. I replied,

"Well, that is history. So?"

My mind said,

"Maybe he turned bad because of it in high school and hated Taehyung? But they've been friends ever since I left for London. Then What? Don't tell me, he started taking drugs."

Jiae then asked,

"Do you remember how you fainted on your first day at school?"

My mind and mouth went together,

"Why wouldn't I?"

On my first day at high school, I was already late due to the bodyguards and dad. So, 2 minutes before assembly, I reached the school gate and Taehyung just immediately pulled me by my right hand. As he was running at a high speed to reach the gym room for the assembly, I couldn't see anything in front of me. As I tried to pry my hands out of the running Taehyung, that I couldn't see ahead and I literally bumped into someone hard, which caused me to fall on the hallway floor by my head and as an aftershock, I fainted. When my eyes opened, I was already in the nurse's room and it was the end of the third period. So, I took my bag and walked away from there.

I then asked her,

"Yeah, like I could forget that embarrassing thing for anything at all. All the girls in the school were giving me the glare, while the boys gave me a perverted look. I just hated it."

I had my hands on my face out of embarrassment as Jiae asked again,

"Did you never feel interested about knowing who you actually bumped into and fainted?"

I just straight forward replied,

"Jiae-ah, I feel embarrassed of that memory, even now. How come you thought that I would go around looking for the guy who I bumped into? But why are you asking that now? That was nearly 8 years ago."