First Love, The Sinner & The Saint

Its Time.

Sofia & Jaxon

It was the morning after last seeing Jaxon and it had it all kicked off again. Ezra played a huge part in our break up.
Even though I had high hopes for our future, it had become clear now that me and him could never be together. We were toxic for each other.

Fast forward a couple of days and I had met someone else, he was actually nice and didn't see me as his property. we were both almost the same age too, I just wished Jaxon all the happiness for his future, I so much for him to be happy, to be normal again.. I just wanted him to be okay.

As I was flipping through my photo's on my phone, trying to get rid off old pictures I came across a photo from Jaxon's Doll house, 'I thought I deleted of all these photos'. I thought to myself. I must have kept it because it's evidence, and if anything ever came out and I was implemented I would have some kind of defence.

I headed out to work, I knew there was going to be a new pathologist in today because I can't do all this work on my own.
It was a guy thankfully, I didn't think I could hack another women trying to getting involved in my work, Ryder already did enough of that.

Bradley, the new guy spoke to me "So we have a male, He's around 30 years of age and possibly died from a cocaine overdose."
I was in work mode. "Okay, any sign of trauma? or abuse?"
Brad shook his head "No, nothing other than injection mark on his arms."
"Ah, great work mate" I replied "I'm so glad you're a male, women are annoying.. but R.I.P" I added quickly "poor Bekah."
Brad nodded "she died didn't she?"
"yeah mate" I said sadly. "suicide they said, such a shame. I worked with her for years.." Shit I was getting good at this, I was starting to believe she had killed herself.

I needed to sign up for college, I started writing my into, why I would be suitable, do I have what it takes to be in this school?
every single answer I wanted to write no, I'm a bad person, I helped cover up a murder, I slept with a 25 year old guy when I was 15 and he was a serial killer, he killed women for being strippers because he had a shit up bringing..

This was going to take all day, I text my new guy and asked if he wanted to come with me to take Ruby to the park, she had been nagging me all day. It would take my mind off college applications for an hour. He text straight back saying he would meet me there.

"Come on Ruby, were going to go to the park" I she to her, she was so excited. As we headed out my Dad's asked me to bring her back in half hour for dinner, I was like "it's the summer holiday's I'll bring her back soon, love you" and we headed out as Ruby shouted "I love you both daddies"
we were meeting him at the park by the mall..

As we arrived Ruby was super exited to go on the park, I stood and talked to him for a while. don't worry, I know you all want to know who he is, I'll get to that soon..

He walked over "did you put in for college"
I sighed. "I tried , but I hit a problem.."
He looked confused. "what's the problem?"
I frowned "I spent my college fund on a .. Hitman" I didn't mean to say that! It just came out.
"we've all been there babe" He said and began laughing, I laughed too, thank god he thought it was a joke.

It was break time, I headed to my car and went to go to Mcdonald's to get me and the new guy some lunch. He was alright I guess.
I was thinking about Sofia again, I hear a car horn and then... Everything was a blur.

After that I woke up in St Liberty's Hospital. I had wires all over me, my Fucking head was in a box, or at least that's what it felt like.
'Well now I know how my dolls felt' I thought to myself. The doctors told me not to move too much, just in case I had damaged my spine.. I just wanted a Mcdonald's I was starving..

A female doctor spoke "This is Jaxon Angelo, aged 25, been in a head on car accident, no sign's of damage to the brain, blood's came back as normal, just a bit worried about his spine, he's been complaining of pain, he cut his lower lip on impact, that may need stiches.."

Then I heard a voice I recognised "I'll do that for you now doctor."
She leaned over me "I know you from somewhere don't I?" It was Ria, I'm not sure if you guys remember her; I met her at the bar.
"hello beautiful, fancy seeing you here.." I said to her.
She smiled at me "You did this on purpose, just to see me didn't you.."
"yeah, I hired a hitman to drive straight into me, now I might have a broken spine but it was worth it." we both laughed..

"Oh dont worry I'll make you look handsome again.." Ria teased.
"So you think I'm handsome?" I winked at her.. little did she know I was crazy as fuck.

Yet another doctor walked back in. "Hello, Jaxon I'm doctor Sheeran, the good new's is you haven't broken your spine, the bad news is you have sprained your rib's, that where the pain's coming from. We're just waiting for the doctor to prescribe you some pain drug's and you can go home."
I was going to McDonald's first. "thank you doctor.."
Ria was filling in my notes "you're lucky to be alive, maybe someone up there is looking out for you.."
One of my victims maybe? Nah... "yeah must be babe, you free later?" I said.

After we were done at the park, I took Ruby to get an ice-cream and headed back home.
Once at the door I looked at Ruby "don't tell our Dad's we had ice-cream" we both giggled quietly.
"I won't she Sof" she grinned cheekily.

I headed straight upstair's I had only got a week left to submit my application for college otherwise I wouldn't be getting in.

The question's were right in front of me, why couldn't I fill it in?
since I had turned 15 my whole life had turned upside down, I had started stripping because my mom and dads couldn't afford my college tuition, so I wanted to help out. I had met Jaxon, lied about my age, slept with Jaxon, found out I was pregnant, had an abortion , hired a hitman to kill his ex girlfriend, helped him hide Dr Lance's body, and now I know everything and his brother does, so why do I feel so alone? why do I feel like I don't deserve this opportunity?

Hours I thought it through, After weighing everything up, I decided I was going to hand myself in for the murder of Lola, Cherry, Fiona, Everly, and Penny. even if I didn't know all their real name's...

I wrote a note to my Dad's, tears in my eyes, I couldn't help but cry I was a huge disappointment.

To Dad & Daddy,

I'm sorry,
The past year I've been lying to you, I became a stripper to earn money for my college funds, I met a man nearly twice my age, got pregnant, had an abortion, killed the older man's ex girlfriend  (accidentally) I hired a hit man to do it, so I ended up losing all my college funds. and killed a further 4 women..
I'm sorry for being the disappointment of the family,
love you always
Sofia
xxx

I couldn't stop sobbing, I had given up at this point.
I headed out, took a slow walk to the police station. I was going over and over in my mind what I would say when I got there , I felt physically sick.
I knew this was what I had to do, there wasn't any other way.
I arrived at the police station, my heart was in my mouth, I finally found the courage to walk into the police station.

A police woman spoke to me "Can I help you madam?"
"yeah ... umm.. I'd like to confess to the murder off Penny Rogers and 4 other women that I have killed this past year..."

The police woman looked concerned, after a minute she spoke "please come with me"