First Love, The Sinner & The Saint

One Last Kill... I Promise.

Jaxon

I was in my bedroom, I had just got out of the shower and got dressed.
I heard my door, that was weird because I was sure I had locked it behind me. 'I must be imagining things' I thought to myself. No one shouted up to me, it would have only been Ezra, or Sofia, who was I kidding, of course it wasn't sofia.

SHIT! the doll house, I had left the door open!! If it was Ezra I wouldn't know what to do.
I ran down the stairs as fast as I possibly could, I heard someone in my dolls house, oh crap. I tip toed down and I was shocked at what I saw.
BEKAH! what the fuck was she doing in my house, this was breaking and entering, I was well within my rights to kill the bitch. She had her phone in her hand, the number 99 was dialed into it, I had to act fast. I snuck over to her and grabbed the phone, I gave her a hard push, she fell into the cell, I quickly slammed the door shut behind her.

I just needed a minute to think about what I was going to do.. I knew I couldn't kill her she was a pathologist, the police  would definitely know it was murder. They  would think she pissed the wrong person off, which is exactly what she did do, she pissed me off!!

Oh Bekah you were only suppose to be a one night stand, now you're in the doll house and you've put yourself here you're making my job impossible.
I had a thought so I ran up the stairs and grabbed a pen and paper and made my way back to the cell.

I quickly unlocked the cell door, she was just looking at me not saying a word.
I shut the door, sat infront of it leaning against it, I was honestly wondering what she had to say.

Bekah looked terrified. "Let  me out Jaxon, I promise I wont say anything to anyone.."
"I can't do that cupcake, you know to much!" I said coldly.
"But I have a child" she pleaded.
Wasn't the first time I heard that. "yeah don't they all"
She looked Shaken. "why are you doing this to me?"
I came clean; I had nothing to lose at this point.
"Bekah I really don't want to do this, you have  left me no other choice. You are not the type I usually go for at all, I would never hurt someone that wasn't a bad person." I looked at her and sighed. "you are not a bad person." This was true.
She tried reasoning with me "you're  a good guy Jaxon"
I laughed "I'm not a good guy!!"

I asked her to write a note, she refused so much, but deep down I knew she was scared of me.
She wrote;

Freya, life was to hard for me,
I couldn't be the mother you needed me to be,
Work  took over my life and I'm sorry. I became a stranger to you, you had your dad. I never put you first, but now I'm putting you first.. you deserve the world, not a mom like me.
goodbye my darling don't ever think this was your fault, you were the only good thing in my life.
love always mum xxx

She made writing the letter a huge fight, I hadn't expected anything else. It took me several attempts to make it perfect, but we got there in the end.
I said to her "I promise you it will be quick .. She will be looked after by her Dad now."
"You're a sick ass fuck" she spat at me "you're never going to get away with this."
"It's a perfect suicide, you've had enough of life. Definitely got a ton alcohol in your system. You drink drive to an abandoned place, leave that note next to you, and then cut you wrists. its actually perfect." 'I'm not right in the head' I thought to myself.
"I will never drive some where and cut my wrists, you're crazy if you think that's how this is going to pan out." She said to me.
"Oh I know cupcake" I said darkly.
"And what about sofia?" Bekah asked me.
"What the fuck  about sofia?" I asked clearly annoyed. "you don't have permission to speak her name."

"She's a child Jaxon, a child! you're a pedophile. I saw your messages with her." She definitely knew too much. Now I knew I had to do this.

"she's 16, that's legal age.." I said quietly.
"Oh but she wasn't though was she.." she was tearing up at this point.
"I'm sorry Bekah. any final words?" I asked her.
"Rot in hell you disgusting piece of shit!" she spat at me.

At this point I wanted to strangle the fuck out of her, leave her struggling for her breath and then do it over and over again. Who did she think she was?! thinking it was okay to talk to me like that, even bring sofia up in this, it had nothing to do with her! I hated when people got in the way. I just wanted to live a quiet life.

I left the cell, locked her in again. I didn't want her escaping now. I went up to the kitchen and grabbed a cup of water. I poured some plant food it in and headed back down, it was time.

I squeeze her mouth, trying to force it open. She  kept spitting it out at me, "the harder you make it the worse the pain will be" I said to her softly.
She finally ran out of energy and drank it, and her gobby little mouth stopped. I went upstairs and grabbed an unused razor.
So much was racing through my mind as I  put Bekah in her car.
I drove it to the nearest place I could find, the perfect suicide spot, an abandoned car park on the lake, the lake me and Sofia had dumped Dr Lance.
I put her in the drivers seat with her note and I cut her wrists for her..
It was only a matter of time, she was fucking crazy, I didn't want to kill her, she was a good pathologist but she got in the way and I didn't like that.

'I just want to be normal, have a wife and a family all this crazy shit keeps getting in the way, I feel like i'm suffocating..' I thought to myself.

I walked away from her car and headed down towards the woods, where I couldn't be seen leaving the crime.
I thought 'Ryder's going to be busy in the morning solving this case, I bet she still asks me question's the dumb bitch..' if only she knew that people who asked questions ended up this way.

my phone went off, it was Sofia

Sofia; Freya's mom was asking loads of question's today about you..

Shit, act normal.

Jaxon; Who's Freya's Mom? what was she asking..

Sofia; Bekah she's a pathologist you know her, you FUCKED her last night!!

shit I thought to myself , what else does Sofia know.

Jaxon; oh yeah.. the animal lol

Sofia; you're not funny Jaxon.. I haven't been with anyone since you

Jaxon; I'm not stopping you!

Sofia; I'm coming to see you we need to talk.

Great, just what I fucking needed.