First Love, The Sinner & The Saint

Meeting The Man In Grey!

Sofia

Freya took me into the strip club,
"Here's the new girl" everyone was so friendly, welcoming me like I was popular. 'I've never had this before' I thought to myself.
We headed to the back to get dressed. I put my outfit on and quickly grabbed a robe and wrapped it around myself, I was super embarrassed by all of this.
Freya started messing with my hair while another lady started doing my make-up. "You look beautiful" Freya said as she handed me a pill, "It will take the edge off." She reassured me.
I didn't know what it was, I didn't care, without hesitation I put it in my mouth and swallowed. 'What's happened to me' I thought to myself.

I stood there for a good 5 minutes looking At myself in the mirror, I didn't recognise the women in front of me. I looked so much older.
I was called up, the woman in charge told me to walk out and show the men what I had to offer.
I felt butterflies as well as fear, I didn't know how to walk or flaunt my stuff as they say.  I built up the courage and walked out slowly, not even looking at the men.

My heart was in my mouth I was shaking, I kept my head held high I looked over to Freya for reassurance she smiled and whispered "you've got this baby cakes." The men were sat in chairs all around the room, there was music playing in the back ground, the bar was busy, you could hear the glasses chiming against each other. women were up on stage shaking their booties, you could see the men drooling over them.
I took a quick look around not giving anyone  eye contact, A waiter pulled me to the side and said "A man has asked if he can have private session with you?"
"yeah.." I replied nervously and walked down towards my room.

As I grabbed the door handle and pulled out the door to my private room, I saw  a man sitting in a chair. I went over to him and wrapped my arm around his neck and said "Hi, my names Sofia and you sweet cheeks are in for a lap dance of your life" I winked at him and then thought to myself 'I probably look stupid' My heart was beating very fast, I was so nervous he looked at
"I can't wait sweetheart" he said smiling at me. I did a little lap dance for him, knowing fully well  I had never done this before and I can't dance for shit, but I gave it a go he seemed to be enjoying it. we stopped and talked mostly, he made me feel safe, all I could think about was his lush lips he looked so manly, 'is he going to be my first?' I thought to myself, I had convinced myself stripped had to fuck the clients.
What was I thinking. He was just a client surly I was wrong.  He paid for 4 hours and I didn't have to do much just talk to him. I was impressed, it wasn't as bad as I thought it was going to be.

My shift ended and he asked to take me home, I thought 'I'm not that comfortable with you, and my dads would go crazy' so I said
"I've s still got a client." I didn't but that made him leave.
The owner of the club said one was enough for me today, I wasn't at all bothered as I had made plenty of money and met a great guy.

Freya came over to me asking how it went.
"it wasn't as bad as I thought" I said to her as I showered her what I made.
She was shocked  "that's all off one guy? Girl you must of pleased him good." She Winked at Me.
I simply replied with "yeah" I didn't tell her me and him had talked for about 4 hours.

As I left the strip club it was a little chilly,  I was glad I brought my jacket.
I walked closer to home I felt uneasy,  have you ever felt like your being watched? Because that's how I felt right at that moment. I ran up to the steps of my house, Quickly looked around and opened the door shutting it quietly Behind me.
I locked the doors my heart started pounding out of my chest. It felt like I had eyes on me. It had Freaked me out completely.
I went to bed thinking about the guy in grey I couldn't get him out my head, I fell asleep suddenly.

I woke up to my dad's singing down stairs, I had wrote then a note the night before, and put my 400 dollars with it. The note read;
"I know you don't want nothing to do with me but here's 400 dollars towards Sofia's college funds I will get you the rest as soon as I can.
Love to her always, Sofia mum xx"

I walked down I asked my dads why they were both in such a good mood? They grabbed me hugging me so tightly saying
"You're going to college baby girl!" I smiled and said "thank you!" I knew about it already because I had wrote the note  so I didn't even question it.

I was excited for work today, I was hoping I might see him again. I actually was excited for school today too, I listen In all my lessons, shocked myself that I actually learned a bit.  I felt smug.

All I could think about what should I wear for him today. Does he likes pink?
After school I went to the shop before heading home, my dads needed some food for dinner, 'maybe a bit of Italian tonight' I thought to myself, so I picked up stuff to make carbonara and some garlic bread. Then I headed home.

I helped dads with the dinner today before heading down to the strip club. I was nervous again, knowing I could possibly see him again.
I rushed my food, headed up the stairs and grabbed my sexy underwear. I shoved it all in a bag along with make up and sprays and other girly things.
I wasn't girly at all, this caught me off guard if I'm honest. As I headed downstairs dad was there asking where  I was off too, and when would I be back, I thought to my self 'I'm not 10 years of age!'
"I'm going to Freya's" I said "to study, I'll be back after 11?" I asked to make sure this was okay.
"Be safe and always have you phone on, remember to take your key. We will be in bed by 10" he replied kissing me on the head.

I headed out making sure I had brought my house keys,  I walked towards the traffic lights, a car had it's high beams on and was driving really slow.. The traffic lights were on red so I walked across the street from my house and the car tried to run me Over!
I'm not being dramatic Or anything, I literally shit myself.. well not actually, eww. I started running down the alley towards the strip club, I ran inside quickly.
The security guard said "hello Sofia you look flushed are you okay?"
I replied with "yeah" as I walked towards my room to get changed.  I looked around, disappointed that I couldn't see him anywhere.

I started putting my outfit on, and putting bright red lipstick on, I knew that was his favourite, I even made my hair different to see if he would recognise me, it was time to show ourselves, so I walked down with my heart in my mouth thinking is he going to be here?
But he wasn't...  I looked around the room everywhere. Then a guy came over, a very big guy, he was asking to take me! I was scared but I had to keep it professional.
I directed him to my room saying "I will be with you in just a second" faking a smile.

I went straight over to  Freya's room and asked if I  could borrow her for a Second and pulled her out of the room.
"What's wrong?" she asked sounded concerned.
"I don't want to do this guy" I said scared.
"Not everyone gonna be to  your taste babes"  she replied as she walked  away. She was right.
I headed back into my  room,
"what can I do for you" I asked. 'I really didn't like the look of him' I thought to myself.
He asked for a dirty lap dance and told me to call him 'DADDY' I had to Hold my laugh in.

So I started Slowly dancing up his leg, he was shouting "call me daddy! call me daddy" I could feel his penis getting hard, I was done. "that's all you get" I said and walked to the other side of the room and towards the door.
He looked angry. "don't play games you silly girl." He spat out as He got up and started grabbing me, holding me down by my wrists , he was strong I was screaming "get off me!" I kicked him between his legs and ran out of  the Door.

I ran towards the bar and asked for a strong Vodka and coke and sat at the table with my head In my hands, I was so scared he was gonna hurt me I thought to myself.

I heard a voice behind me "everything okay sweetheart?" It was the man in grey.. but at this point; I didn't know that.