When the Moon Fell for the Sun (Ciel x Reader)

Chapter 6: She Learned to Dream Again

"Did you know? The Star most likely grants wishes to people with a strong desire. Those who dream even of the impossible."

"As long as you keep on dreaming, when the right time comes, it would be given to you. That's why hold onto it. Because dreams..."

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When the Moon Fell for the Sun
(Chapter 6: She Learned to Dream Again)

"Y/n, please stop crying," the little fairy said, doing her best to comfort you.

You are still sobbing, and you can literally feel that your eyes are swollen right now— well, at least not that much unlike earlier.

'What's going on in his mind? Something's wrong...' is what you thought.

"Come on Y/n, after those unacceptable things he said to you, you're still thinking about him?! You're an addict!" The fairy retorted, obviously she can't understand what's also going in your mind.

"You're not helping, you know."

"Well then, I will help you. Stay still."

"What are you—"

I lied there in my bed as I stared at her. Tears are falling down from her eyes like rain. She stared at me with her eyes that didn't contain even the slightest bit of anger and hatred. Just sadness, and sadness itself. 

She didn't talk back, or shout, and I didn't even sense her having a grudge on me. I suddenly felt guilty of what I said but I didn't have it in myself to say those three degrading words and so, I decided to just avoid her stares. Even though it's just the second time we've met, I know that she's not like this. From what I saw yesterday, she looks like a jolly person and she really looked forward unto becoming one of the Phantomhive servants. 

In fact, she's a blessing in disguise since I need someone who'll serve me that is not that clumsy, not that noisy, not that reckless and someone who will bring happiness inside my dull and lifeless Manor. 

Don't get me wrong. I'm overly contented that my manor isn't that "cute" or "glamorous" like my cousin's but I guess having a lively manor will be okay so that whenever Elizabeth comes, she won't have to convert the whole place. She does that every time but I still can't get used to it.

 I saw Y/n storming out of my room--- slamming the door shut, leaving me alone. I doubt that she'll stay inside my manor after all those harsh things I have said. I shouldn't let my anger get the better of me. Especially to an innocent person that has nothing to do with my revenge. 

"Whose thoughts is this I'm hearing? Is this... Ciel's? And his point of view?" You inquired, the fairy nodding as a reply to your question.

"What have I done?" I sighed as I held my head. It's heavier than usual and I felt an urge to fall asleep but I resisted it. I can't rest until I finish all my paper works and Her Majesty's work for me. I slowly got off, of my bed and I noticed that my clothes are changed. Suddenly, I heard a knock on the door. 

"Come in," I spoke and I saw the door opened as it revealed Sebastian on the other side.

"Already sleeping, My lord?" He greeted with a little smile as he entered my room. 

"Are you the one who changed my clothes, Sebastian?" I asked, completely ignoring what he said.

The butler shook his head as a reply. Then, who did?

"What brings you in my room?" I changed the topic.

"I saw Y/n crying as she ran through the hallway. May I ask, what did you do, Young Master?" He questioned--- more like teased as he stared at me with his red eyes. He also flashed his infamous smirk and I can tell that he wants me to tell him everything that has happened because he know it's embarrassing for me. I avoided his gaze like what I did earlier. I don't want to talk about it right now—