Fearless (Book 1 of the "Fearless" Series) [Completed]

Chapter 18 - Boom Chicka Wow Wow

[Karsyn]

I'm still pretty much in shock that I'm in Paris. I'm also in shock that I told Nick I loved him last night and he said the same thing to me. I never expected him to say it back, but he did and it's killing me to talk to Emmileigh, but I don't want to interrupt her.

Nick said that she and Donnie were going back to London and I thought that was a good thing. She needed to go home. She needed that time with him.

So far, Paris has been amazing. We've taken a boat ride, went to the Eiffel Tower, ate lunch on the Eiffel Tower, did some shopping and then some wine tasting. The wine tasting has gotten me a little tipsy.

"Hurry up!" I heard Nick say as I walked out of the bathroom, wearing a black and pink lacy nighty that I had bought while shopping. "Oooh, I like."

"I think I like the other one better," I said, twirling around as Nick shook his head.

"Nah, I like that one better," he said. "The other one with the white and pink makes you look like a little girl in a grown woman's body."

"Doesn't that turn guys on though?"

"Only if you're a perv."

"And you're not a perv?" I asked as he cracked up laughing. I turned around to go back into the bathroom when I felt him grab my hand, turning me back around. "What?"

"Where are you going?" he asked as I looked around and then back at him.

"To change," I whispered. "You said we were gonna go out for ice cream and there's no way I'm wearing this outside."

"We can order ice cream in," he whispered back as he started to grin. I stood there, watching him as he walked over, turning the bathroom light off and then the main light in the suite, leaving just a soft light in the room and the lights coming in the window from the outside.

"You freak," I said as I reached down to unfasten his jeans and he moved my hands away, doing it himself. "What's gotten into you?"

"You," he muttered, kicking his jeans off and practically ripping his t-shirt off, leaving him in just his black boxer briefs. Before I knew it, he had me on the bed, on my back and hovering over me. "I like ice cream, but I want another dessert."

"Oh really, what's that?" I asked as he moved his lips to my neck, sucking on it.

"You," he whispered against my chest as I sighed. I felt him lift my nighty up, kissing along my stomach and I sighed again, feeling him pull the panties that I had just put on off.

I felt his lips kiss along my thighs and I started to squirm a little, but he moved his hands to my hips, holding them down. Then one of his hands moved and I felt him touch me, sending chills down my body. I felt his tongue dart around my thighs and I couldn't control myself. I was wiggling underneath him.

"Be still," he breathed against me as I reached for him to pull him back up. He smiled, moving his way back up my body until we were face to face again. "Can't I tease you?"

"You've been teasing me for years, bitch," I whispered, leaning up to kiss him deeply. I felt him smile into the kiss and we rolled over so that I was straddling him. It was my turn now, but somehow in the midst of him teasing me, he had already taken his boxer briefs off. From the looks of it, he didn't need to be teased either.

[/Karsyn]

[Emmileigh]

I woke up long before Donnie did. The sun was sneaking in between the curtains, that's what woke me, but it was Donnie that was keeping me from falling asleep.

It felt like stalkerish, but I couldn't help but watch him sleep. He looked so peaceful, his cheek all squashed up against the pillow as he breathed softly. I wanted to memorize this moment incase I never got one like this again.

After our talk the night before about how this wasn't a tour fling and that he wanted us to see each other still after tour was playing on my mind. I wanted all that too, but I knew it probably wouldn't work out.

I was broke, Karsyn was funding my everything and I felt bad about that. I owed her SO much, even if she told me to forget about it.

And on top of that I had no job.

So I knew I had to live for the now, and relish every moment I had with him.

I slowly pulled the covers off Donnie before looking at him. We'd fallen asleep after sex, and even though I'd slipped his tshirt on in the middle of the night, he was still naked.

He truly had an amazing body, and you could tell he took good care of himself. He was just perfect.

I ran my hand down his stomach before looking at his face. He was still fast asleep, even as he sucked his stomach in from my touch. I couldn't help but giggle before moving my hand lower and running it over his length. Donnie let out a small noise before snuggling his head further into the pillow.

I laid myself beside him, my head next to his as I took him in my hand and stroked him softly. I couldn't get enough of Donnie in bed. It sounded so slutty, but I wanted him in every way possible.

Donnie started to harden in my hands, making me giggle again, knowing that he would be waking up any minute. I watched his face as he frowned slightly before groaning. I stifled laughter and paused my hand on him, wondering if he was awake.

"No point stopping now.. I'm awake."

I chuckled before squeezing him slightly, making him open his eyes. "Morning."

"Don't morning me," he grumbled before removing my hand off him.

I thought he was pissed off for a second, but then he rolled himself on top of me and ground his hips into mine. Instantly I spread my legs wider and gripped at his hips.

"Want something?" he asked, his face hovering over mine.

"Yes. You."

Donnie ran his hand down my hip and slipped it under the tshirt. He ran his hand over me, making me sigh.

"Don't tease me," I whined at him. He just bit his lip and smirked before grinding himself against me.

"What? It's morning... I gotta rise and grind before I do anything else."

I looked up at him and groaned at the cornyness of it all. "Well you've definitely risen, and your grinding, now fuck me."

Donnie paused his movements and looked at me with an eyebrow raised.

Too much?

[/Emmileigh]