17. Which one?

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October 4, Sunday

I don't know what to do. I said that I wouldn't get distracted with boys, but here I am. The truth is, I really really like Alex, but...I think I'm starting to have feelings for Loki.

There's something about Loki that I really really like. He's so amazing and he knows how to show a good time. He is a kind person, I mean God, even if he doesn't want to admit it.

After what he said to me today, I realized that, I really really like him, but I also really really like Alex.

Which one do I choose? Why do I have to like two boys? Why do I have to make a hard decision? What do I do?

I never thought I'd be caught up in something like this. I didn't want to deal with boys because I didn't want to get my heartbroken while I'm trying to get good grades.

This is a whole different level. Which one? Which one do I choose?

                   -Emma Stark

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