Enhypen & I-Land Imagines

Join Me In My Solitude 2 (Enhypen Jay)

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I can't seem to get enough of this guy. Is it normal that I'm watching his DNA fancam for almost everyday?

Bluejays, where you at?

This is another series for our favorite cool and R.A.S guy.

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Someone by Michael Schulte
Afraid by Day6

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When I ask about your first love, I am always secretly hoping that you will say your own name. Now wouldn't that be beautiful---to above all else, have a heart that was proud of itself.

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I left, but can never get to leave once.

You say you wanna die but live it much harder.

You say you wanna let go but put on another weight.

Thinking of not thinking at all is still thinking, you know?

~Moonchild, RM~

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At this moment, I want to jump ahead in time. Or, if that doesn't work, I'll go for travelling back in time. Back to where I could still say no to Julia and avoid coming across Jay in their state. Back to where I could not hear him seconds later just after the 'Paper Towns' credits rolled in, saying the very thing I'm scared for every boys to do.

"Come with me outside. I want to talk to you, Y/N"

He didn't even give me a chance to reject the idea of talking with a guy like him. He turned off the big screen, standing up to his height and he really did not care for my own say, grabbing my hand, then led me outside. The cleaners, the same team with Julia, were the only people we passed by on the hallway before we stepped out.

We walked in silence down one of the asphalt golf paths, past the pool and past the butler lounging in the golf cart with a juice in his hands. He is watching us the whole time we keep walking until we reach the end of the field, where a man-made pond is located and the water is gently moving in the right course.

Jay lay down near the shore, leading me to do the same under his gaze, our elbows were touching and my heart is beating along the sensitive itch on the scratches in my arm, hidden by my long sleeve.

He pointed up at the sky and said. "Do you remember when we met once at the Youth camp and we watched the clouds together in silence?"

I simply nodded, not trusting myself to answer him any proper words yet he didn't mind. He continued talking to what I feel is for my own sake. He really wants to know me.

"Actually, that is the first time I enjoyed a silence with someone. I am a kid, yes, but I too feel this tiring feelings that nobody older than us can understand", Jay then glanced at me, waiting for my reply.

And so I did. I wanted him to know someone can understand. "You may not know it that time or right now at this moment but the tiring feeling you mentioned were always there at everybody's back"