I can't believe you are all still reading this, I know it's shit and im so sorry about that. I know I haven't updated recently but I get my internet back on Thursday and I will update a lot then, I hope.
I hope everything can go back to how it was, i don't want anyone worrying about me over this whole coma issue. Im not important anyway..
I must have fallen asleep because I wake up to a nurse coming into my room "hello dear, oh sorry I didn't mean to wake you" she begins "no, no it's fine, whats up?" I ask curious "nothing bad it's just to tell you that your free to go home when your ready just come to the reception and we'll sign you out" she smiles at her then I smile back. "Im ready now if that's okay?" I ask and she nods so she un wires me from what ever machines im connected to and I follow her to the reception as the lads follow shortly behind me.
As soon as I sign out i practically run to the car and hop in the back seat squashed between harry and Niall everyone is really quiet again.
"Guys, why are you all so quiet?" I ask them.
"You could've died" niall begins to sob again next to me, i hate seeing him like this "Ni babe, I'm fine now, I woke up and im not dead, im not worth crying over" i say sadly, in a strange way I kind of wish I did die.
Im mean I woke up and im glad because ive got the lads that I love and im happy to have in my life but if I died maybe it would have been easier you know? I wouldn't always feel like I've let people down, I wouldn't feel worthless but I need to live, for them, there the only thing that keeps me breathing....
An extremely short chapter Ik and im sorry for that but ive been busy with school and ive had a lot going on recently and party's/funerals/school work/ home work it's all very stressful so im sorry. I have really big plans for the end of this book and I can't wait to write it it will be amazing I promise I love you all so much for reading this thank you I love you ❤️💖💕
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Save me (A Niall Horan Fanfic)
Fanfiction[COMPLETED] This is also unedited and I don't plan on reading through it to correct or edit anything because I know that I would die of a cringe attack if I read this again. A girl named Kara is lonely and depressed. Her only way to get through thi...