i hate when you got stuck in a situation where you have to pick between two people. it was good at first, i am loyal, i have a boyfriend, i love him and planning on to marry him. but then, everything change, when the biggest asshole in my life becomes my love interest. no, i mean i thought i hate him, but every time i saw him, i know that he's the right man.
i know that it was kinda messed up, and if you ask, i can't even think straight right now. the fact that i have boyfriend, and he has a boyfriend makes it sound like im a bastard that cheat on my relationship. i know that i shouldn't have developed a feeling towards him, but you know what, it was so sudden as if he plants a sakura trees inside my winter life. as if, he brought a trampoline inside my heart and suddenly jump up and down on it. he's making my heart a mess.
and to make it worse, i thought he's an asshole, but after getting close to him, turns out he is just a cinnamon roll. then, was it me the asshole one? or was it myself that calls him an asshole because i couldn't accept the fact that i am the biggest asshole? dang, whatever the answer is, i don't think i could handle it.
everything is so fuck up, ugh. fine, let me just finish buying this grocery and go back home early.
and i thought nothing could get worse than having no food in the middle of the night until--
"boss?", i asks, he is wearing a black hoodie and obviously checking on food on the shelf.
"huh?", he turns around and says, "seungri?"
"boss why are you here?", i asks.
"oh.. i want to eat some ramen", he says, while scratching his neck.
"doesn't it far from your place?", i asks, starting to wonder why the fuck is this man here, i mean it takes 20 minutes for him to drive here.
"the ramen taste good", he says, grabbing a pack of ramen and shows me.
"huh?", i asks, "but you drive 20 minutes just to get here, and in the middle of the night", i says, he looks at me and smiles.
"i love this ramen", he says and smiles, while holding 2 packets of ramen.
okay whatever, let just finish buying the food and go home. let's pretend that nothing happens.
"seungri...?", he calls, i turn around and he's smiling. dang, what a view.
okay, i hate this, but i am trying to resist myself from doing something that i will regret.
"do you by any chance...", he says. okay come on seungri, don't say it, don't say it.
"boss, do you want to eat ramen at my place?", i blurts. fuck it, i can't even control my mouth.
"w-what?", he blushes, "y-yes", he says and nods frantically. a cutie isn't it.
okay, you tell me, why the fuck are we here, i mean him, why is the boss eating ramen at my place, and to make it worse why am i sitting beside him while holding a cup of ramen. oh, right, i am the one who invited him.
"so...", i says.
"huh?", he asks, he looks at me, his hair flows and dang he shoots a bullet right through my heart.
"d-d-do you want some soju?", i asks, already holding a bottle of soju.
"sure", he says, taking that bottle from my hand.
"b-but..", before i finish my words, he already drinks from that bottle.
"nevermind", i says, he looks at me and tilts his head.
wait a minute, that's an indirect kiss. dang, even my own boyfriend never go to my place, and he's already been here twice. and indirect kiss, i haven't kiss ji but this asshole already had an indirect kiss with me. fuck, i already am cheating right now.
i keep drinking after knowing the fact that im cheating with someone unexpected. and not to mention, that i fall for him during an unexpected time.
"seungri..?", he calls, my head is spinning maybe i drink too much.
"huh?", i says, all of sudden there's hundred of him in front of me.
"there is a lot of you...", i says and grab his face.
"why are you so many", i mumble, "no..no..no..why are you so cute", i says, pinching his cheek.
"am i?", he blushed, "y-yes..", i nods nonchalantly.
"i have a boyfriend...", i says, he looks at me and tilt his head, "you...have a boyfriend too", i blurts.
he looks at me, i cupped his cheek and says, "but why do i start falling for you..."
"y---you like me??", he asks.
"i like you....no..i love you", i blurts.
"you are not drunk right?"
"i-----i----i---am seungri not drunk", i blurts.
"cute...", i look at him and says, "but you have a boyfriend...i am sad".
"...you are so cute seungri", i look at him and start slapping his cheek.
"ouch..", he says, "you are so cute..", i says while slapping his cheek.
"can you....sing me a song?", i blurts, he holds my hand and start singing.
"just a little bit of your heart...", he looks at me, "just a little bit of your heart is all i want..", he sang.
and then i fall asleep, and can't remember anything.
"seungri if only you know i am your boyfriend, how will you react to it?"
"i love you seungri.."
"good night".
Just a little bit of your heart - Ariana Grande/ Harry Styles.
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Fanfictionseungri is an ordinary officer. he loves his job and is a diligent worker, he never complains about his job except for one thing, he dislikes his boss. "i should burn his house when h,e sleeps", is the only thing that comes out from his mouth every...