My Best Friend and I (H.S. Fanfic)

Chapter 20

He's adorable! : )

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The dinner was great. I honestly really enjoyed being around Jane's family. Her mum was a very happy character and I could tell she'd been a great mother and still is.

Jane's sisters were also very nice. Especially Rose, she was such a bundle of joy. As for Emma, I could tell she didn't like me as much as everyone else did and that was okay. She was trying to be nice to me, that much I could tell, and it was fine by me.

After we ate, everyone took there plates up ignoring Mrs. Lerman's protests to leave them there because she would handle it. When we were done, our part was seemingly finished we all congregated into the living area to talk and hang out for a bit before it was time for Bella and I to be on our way.

Jane and I were sitting comfortably on the couch whilst everyone else was talking. Jane shifted on the couch to face me before saying, "Can we go somewhere and talk?"

"Of course," I said hesitantly. We stood up off the couch after Jane quickly told her parents we were going to talk.

Jane led me upstairs we walked down a long hallway before she pulled me into a huge bedroom.

Pink. Everywhere. I looked at Jane raising an eyebrow. She blushed and smiled. "I was a bit of a girly girl in high school, okay?"

"And you aren't now?" I teased. She slapped me on my chest lightly before pulling me closer. She kissed me softly.

"What are we going to do? We can't stay apart like the way we did again. I can't take it," She whispered.

"Why are you whispering?" I whispered back. Jane frowned at me.

"Be serious," She whined.

"Okay," I sighed. "What are we going to do?"

"My parents wouldn't mind us staying here," Jane said. "You should move in."

I gave her a look. I can't move into this house. And leave Bella? With Niall? Alone? But then again, that's not my responsibility. I'm going to have a family soon, I can't be worrying about Bella all the time.

She's an adult, she can take care of herself without having another break down. She had Niall now, I trust him enough to know he won't hurt her. Jane needs me and maybe it's better if I moved out of Niall place and move in with Jane and her parents. It'd be for the best, so why doesn't it feel that way?

"Harry?" Jane asked interrupting my thoughts.

"Oh, right. Well, I guess I could move in? If you want me to," I said.

She sighed turning her back on me to sit on her pink fluffy bed. "It doesn't sound like you want to."

"I... I just- I don't know, Jane," I said honestly. "I'm so confused, this is happening so fast."

"What is so complicated? Move in or don't, simple," She snapped.

"Fine," I mumbled. "I'll move in." It's for the best.

She groaned in frustration as tears filled her eyes. "I want you to want to move in. I don't want to force you."

I came and sat next to her on her bed taking her small hand in my hand. "I don't know what I want. But if you want me to move here then I'm fine with that, okay?"

She shook her head letting her tears fall freely now. "I care about what you want, Harry. It's important that you're happy too. I don't want you to be miserable."

I nodded. "I understand, but it's important that you are happy as well. So please, tell me if you want me here or not. We can't keep going back and forth."