Moirai: Volume 1

~Chapter 11~

"Jin were you the one who sent me those flowers and that note!"

I snap at him my eyes flaring.

"What no, that I've no idea what you're talking about." He says with his face in utter confusion.

"So what in gods name are you talking about then Hyung." I say breathlessly eyeing him.

"Calm down Jungkook, I was only asking that. Because last night when you fell asleep after your shower. I heard you saying someone's name in your sleep. You were saying it over and over. So I figured I'd ask and see if you were alright."

He pulls out his toast and spreads grape jam onto it then proceeds to take a big bite.

I sigh in relief, fucking hell I thought he'd found out about my feelings for her. But that left one lingering question, that I honestly didn't want to find the answer to.

Who sent me those.

"It was no one Hyung, please don't worry about me okay. You have enough in your plate. With having to spend time after practice to learn the choreo an all."

I hug him and walk off into the direction of my studio. Where I shut and lock the door. I don't feel like being bothered today. Running my hands through my hair. I sat down turned on my computer and monitor. Now where the fuck was I? I questioned myself, it'd be a while since I wanted to just be left alone to write. And I couldn't think of anything else to do that would release this stress.

You know that's a damn lie, you want to feel the softness of her skin against yours. Hear her moans as you thrust into her, the pulsing of her around your...knocking me out of my trance. I hear pounding on the door to my studio.

"Jungkook ah! Come on out it's time for lunch." I hear Jimin say from the other side.

"Okay I'll be out in a bit." I hadn't realized how long I'd been in there. Sitting by myself lost in my thoughts.

I look at the clock on my computer screen, 12:30am. I run my fingers through my hair an pinch the bridge of my nose.

Hopefully I can finish this mixtape soon, that'd be nice.

I chuckle to myself. Powering off my computer I walk out into the living room. Where I flop out onto the couch until the rest of the members join Jimin an I.

"Jungkook ah, you've seemed tense now a days. Is everything alright?" Jimin asks me with a quizzical look.

"Mmmmm, what?" I say not really hearing anything.

"If it's about a girl then don't worry about her so much man." He claps me on the back.

"Dude just because you change women like you do your underwear...." I sneer at him.

"Woah man, says the guy who's only had one girlfriend." He chuckles at me.

"Besides Kookie, we should both take notes from Taehyung ah. What they've been together for......damn three years. Ha, I remember when she was just a cute little thing."

"I mean she's still adorable as hell don't get me wrong."

"But I remember what happened when I ran into them that one time. An tried hitting on her during their first date." He says looking up at the ceiling with a grin.

Jimin if you only fucking knew.

After lunch I decided to head back to my room and give Taehyung a call, see if he had any advice for me.

Even though it's about his girl.

I shake the annoying thoughts in my mind. And dial his number.