Fall Inlove with Mr.Bully

Chapter 23

ERICA'S POV

It's been 3 days since we held my grandmother's funeral to the cemetery but here I am- crying and alone in my bedrooms because till now, I can't move on about my grandmother's death. I feel hopeless and hurt everytime I remembered her.

My grandmother and I we're so close. When I was 5 years old, siya na nag alaga sakin. Siya ang kalaro, siya ang maiiyakan at masasabihan ko ng problema. Hindi ako masyadong close kay mom at daddy dahil busy sila sa business namin dito.

Parang 2nd mother ko na din si lola lyn. She's always cooked my favorate food and She always makes me a dessert. Kaya ganito nalang akong nasasaktan at umiiyak sa pagkawala niya. Naiisip ko pa lang nung nilibing si lola lyn na wala na akong maiiyakan, masasabihan, at higit sa lahat wala ng taga pagluto sakin ng mga paborito kung pagkain.

Pinunasan ko ang luha sa mga mata ko ng makarinig ng dalawang katok.

"Come in" I said. The door open and it was mom, she's a purefilipino and my dad was a half. Half korean and half of filipino.

"Can I come in?" she repeatedly asked. I just nodded as a response. She came in and sat beside my bedroom

"Yaya's told me that you didn't eat your food again."

"I'm not in the mood to eat, mom" she sigh and hold my hand then looked at me directly to my eyes.

"gwaenchanh-a?"

'Transalation=Are you ok?'

"Ani" tipid na sagot ko.

'Translation=No'

"Malhae.." I didn't speak and I just looked at her."It is about your Grandma?" I slowly nodded and then my tears sudenly fell down to my cheeks.

'Translation=Tell me'

"I.. I don't think if.. I'll be ok mom. It's just that, My grandmother who always at my side, who always make me feel happy is now.. Gone, she's gone and I felt empty now" mom held and hugged me.

"Shh it's ok, stop crying.. I know you're hurt, lalo na siguro ako na anak niya. But we can't do about that. It's her time my princess, hindi sa lahat ng panahon makakasama natin ang mga taong mahal natin. Kaya hanggat nandiyan pa, ilaan mo lahat ng oras sa kanila. Hindi lahat as in boung araw, kundi lahat ng pagmamahal na meron ka sa kanila.." kumalas siya ng yakap."Please stop crying now. Kung nandito lang si mama for sure aawayin na naman ako nun dahil pinaiyak kita. Ayaw pa naman nun na nakikita kang umiiyak. Baka multuhin ako pag hindi kapa tumahan Sige ka." she jokingly said. Napatawa naman ako. She smiled when something pop on her mind."Do you want to go back to the philippines?" my eyes widen after what I've heared.

"Heol! Jjinja?!" I extemely asked. Para akong batang binigyan ng lollipop na matagal ko ng hindi natitikman at ngayon ko lang uli matitikman.

'Transalation=Heol means OmG!.. Jjinja means Really?! '

Knowing mommy, she's so strict specially when it comes to daddy. Natatakot kasi sila para sakin, na baka may mangyari sakin lalo na't malayo ako sa kanila. Napauwi lang talaga ko last week dahil pinilit sila ni lola that's why they have no choice.

"Of course, but I'm going with you. We only have 1 month in philippines and after that- we're going back here. You know, you still have classes and I have many things to do too in here. You don't have to worry about your teacher's, I allready excuse you to them. You don't have to worry about your dad too, kasi pumayag din siya." Sa sobrang tuwa ko agad kong niyakap si mommy.