November 17, 2014

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Dear diary,
The weeks that followed game night and me and Logan’s movie marathon were the best. I’ve gotten closer to all of my friends. Especially Logan. We’ve spent most of our time talking and enjoying each other’s company. Our friends keep on asking us if something was happening between us and our answer is always no. because it's the truth, but I can't help but feel that we were kind of lying to them. or at least I am. because I sure am feeling something. just not sure about him. I don't know if I should tell him. or will I ever tell him. I mean I like him a lot. what I thought that was just a little crush became even more intense. it seems like he’s been putting on a spell on me. Even while I was with Jack I have never felt this way towards anyone. I keep on telling myself that one day my feelings for Logan would disappear but I doubt that it would any time soon. And I kinda blame Logan on that because he keeps on holding my hand under the table during lunchtime, or putting his arm around my shoulder from time to time, or the way he would kiss my cheek and head whenever we say goodbye to each other. and every time he does these little things, I would feel myself turn red. my heart would flutter and would feel butterflies in my stomach. as cliche, as it sounds, it's true. I don't know if he’s playing with me but god I do hope that this ends soon, because I cannot handle it anymore. I might end up saying or doing something stupid. 

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